Be not deceived

However, the Bible was not speaking about karma but about the judgment of God(The full Biblical verse is: “Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever aman soweth, that shall he also reap.” – Galatians 6:7.)The concept of karma is nothing more than a cunning attempt to entangle Soul in the laws of physics and thus make followers believe they are dependent on the guru for their release. New Agers like to cite karma as the law of personal responsibility, when in reality it is the opposite, a mechanism which allows someone to behave as he pleases, in the full knowledge that at some future date everything will balance out and no fundamental harm has been done.Since New Agers believe the law of karma could not operate to full effect over the course of a single lifetime, they propose a long series of lives over which Soul‘matures’ and works off its bad karma. The end result, supposedly, of this longevolutionary process is God-Realization, the great illumination in which Soul finally becomes a god. Reincarnation is therefore marketed as a flawless mechanism of self- perfection, whereby the maturities and defects in an individual are gradually refined and eliminated. This beguiling philosophy is designed to ensure that no onemakes a serious effort toward their personal salvation since, as New Agers argue,everyone is saved from the outset, so who needs a Saviour? Again, Lucifer is achieving a major objective when he gets someone to accept this sinister philosophy.The New Age movement has tried various ways to market reincarnation amongChristians. Chief among these is hypnotic regression, where the subject is placed in atrance-like state and induced to remember episodes from his ‘past lives.’ This is anextremely clever trick since hypnosis, by its nature, exposes the subject to demonicinfluences. The implantation of ‘memories’ is thus easy to achieve. New Agers also like to cite cases of children who recall their past lives. This is highlydisingenuous since children are very suggestible and liable to accept all kinds of myths and stories as part of their personal reality. If they are members of a family with a leaning toward the occult, the child may also be exposed to unclean spirits and implanted with ‘memories’ based on verifiable fact.It is worth noting that the great architect behind most New Age philosophies, Madame Blavatsky, did not herself assert the principle of reincarnation in her first major work,

 Isis Unveiled

. If the fact of reincarnation is such a central tenet of New Age thinking,then why was it not mentioned even once in that monumental tome (over 1470 pages)? The reason is simple – it had not yet been identified (in 1877) as an importantingredient in the toxic brew which Lucifer was preparing for the unwary.If you have any doubt about Blavatsky’s allegiance to the rule of Lucifer, you mightlike to note that the name she gave to her theosophical magazine was

 Lucifer

and thatthe publishing house established by her disciples to propagate her works was initiallycalled Lucifer Publishing Company (later changed to Lucis Trust). Her books,

 IsisUnveiled

and

The Secret Doctrine

are riddled with Luciferian philosophy.

Remove not the ancient landmark, which thy fathers have set.

People foolishly think they can draw nourishment from certain New Age beliefs, incombination with their Christian faith, but this is not possible. As the Bible says,“Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter?” (James 3:11). If a movement is Luciferian in any particular, it is Luciferian all the way through. 

Careful all of you

Archbishop Terrence Prendergast of Ottawa, Ontario, right, holds a bottle of holy water while blessing a crowd of people during a prayer vigil outside The Koven nightclub in Ottawa, before a satanic black mass on Aug. 17, 2019. About 200 people held the prayer vigil as a satanic black mass occurred on Aug. 17 at a heavy metal club in the Canadian capital. (Credit: John Pacheco/The Catholic Register via CNS.)

Orthodoxy is the Church founded by Christ for the salvation of mankind, and therefore we should guard with our life the purity of its teaching and our own faithfulness to it

Careful all of you. The Vatican Church is NOT the Catholic Church but is run by a LIBERAL, MASONIC, and ILLUMINATI JEWISH SECT practicing witchcraft, black masses behind closed doors, and worshipping LUCIFER! Through the NEW IDEOLOGY of RELIGIOUS LIBERTY promoted by the Vatican Council and the Novus Ordo Communists & Zionists Popes, THEY ARE GETTING ALL READY FOR THE ONE WORLD RELIGION OF THE ANTICHRIST, the so-called messiah awaited by those Jews who still reject Jesus-Christ as The True Messiah. the only true and real religion accepted by the real god of the Christians is THE ORTHODOX CHURCH. COME AND BE A PART OF THE ONLY TRUTH. GOD HAS SHOWN US MANY TIMES, AS WE CAN SEE IT...=BY THE HOLY LIGHT......IN JERUSALEM

Black Mass will often include priestly vestments and the recitation of Latin prayers, altering the Latin to be focused on Satan instead of God.

Other rituals included in a Black Mass are sexual in nature and include various perverse sexual acts.

The goal of a Black Mass is the exact opposite of a Catholic Mass. Jesus instituted the Eucharistic celebration to strengthen our communion with God and other people, while the satanic mass sows division and confusion.

Ever since his fall from heaven, Satan has been negatively influencing humans and trying to put a wedge between them and God. The Black Mass is one of the ultimate ways that Satan has devised to create in an individual a particular hatred of God, convincing them to desecrate a host that Catholics believe possesses his Real Presence

War between Greece and Turkey and the outcome

Elder Paisios

According to the prophecy of the Holy Elder Paisios from Greece, Turkey, in the near term, will be defeated in the war with Russia, and will disappear from the face of the earth as a state. Turkey has not been blessed by God, she did not repent for their atrocities and genocide of the Armenian people. The city of Constantinople would go to Greece. The third part of the Turks accept the Orthodox faith, and the other Turks to leave their homeland forever.

The Turks

The Turks would leave, but it will come back again and reach as Examilia. Will ultimately prosecution in Red Milia.

By the Turks in third will be killed, the other third will be baptized and only 1/3 would Varian in Red Milia ". The prophecy of St. indicate that one third of Turks will be baptized. It is noteworthy that today already among Turks there are many crypto. Many pilgrims, particularly Russians, arriving in Turkey narrate that during their stay there, they come to these people asking for pictures, rosaries and looking for an opportunity to confess and Communion.

Cyprus my country will be free from Turkish Forces,After the war.Note for the Politicians,=whatever Turks say FROM BEFORE,They do it. Lets wake up from deep sleep.Believe it or not there's going to be a war between Greece and Turkey.If Someone has no power- strength -ability= to defend himself,He seek help from someone superior than you.Its simple.You give and take.Prophecies can not be Mistaken .αγιος κοσμας αιτωλος- St. Cosmas Etolia said this to you,when you were under Turkish Occupation.The Turks will leave, but they will return and come to Examilia.=six miles in Aegean sea.what do you do,to protect your land?Wake Up before its to late for you. Kurds Armenians WILL HAVE THEIR OWN STATE,.TURKEY WILL PAY FOR THE CRIMES- The Armenians will have their own property, Turkey will pay for the crimes they have committed, 
Will invade in the Aegean and will be their last move. They will be destroyed, One other country will help the Russians, but they will have disagreement in Constantinople, thus will be given to the Greeks. Elder Paisios= According to the prophecy of Saint from Greece, in the short term Turkey will be defeated,in the war with Russia and will disappear from the face of the earth as a state. Turkey was not blessed by God, it did not regret the barbarity and genocide of the Armenian people. The city of Constantinople will go to Greece. The third part of the Turks accepts the orthodox faith and the other Turks to give up their homeland forever. KARMA WILL PAY OFF

Instability exists, it is geopolitical. Turkey's military power is growing and international law is not being upheld .And the result of this is the war

The world as we know it will go back 200 years, after the big war that is coming

Turkey has no history but a criminal record

Elder Paisios

According to the prophecy of Saint Elder Paisios of Greece, Turkey, in the near future, will be defeated in the war with Russia and will disappear from the face of the earth as a state. Turkey has not been blessed by God, has not repented for the atrocities and genocide of the Armenian people. The city of Constantinople will pass to Greece. The third part of the Turks to accept the Orthodox faith and the rest of the Turks to leave their homeland forever.

The Turks

Turks would leave, but they would return again and reach Examilia. Eventually they would prosecute Red Apple.

Of the Turks, one third would be killed, another third would be baptized and only one third would go to Red Apple". The Saint's prophecy indicates that one third of the Turks will be baptized. It is worth noting that already today among the Turks there are many hidden ones. Many pilgrims, especially Russians, who arrive in Turkey recount that during their stay there, they come to these people asking for photos, rosaries and seeking an opportunity to confess and receive communion.

Cyprus my country will be free from the Turkish Powers,after the war.Note to politicians,=whatever the Turks say BEFORE,they do. Let's wake up from a deep sleep.Believe it or not there will be a war between Greece and Turkey.If a man has no strength-ability-capability= to defend himself,he asks

OUR MOTHER

 

THE BEAST=666=ANTICHRIST

 

Panagia Glossa Drone subs

The monastery here is the life-giving source. Virgin of the Tongue, is 15-20 minutes from the interurban road, is south of the village of KelLaki about 5 minutes, The mountain is called Robbery, because in the old days, pirate ships stopped there, about bandits in Amathus, the robbers resorted to this mountain because it was inaccessible, there used to be a village here, the inhabitants then went down, Perhaps from robberies to hide perhaps from the cold. We do not know and old ruins remain here Which they called mud houses. little by little because the inhabitants of the area made pergolas, the place was cleared, and the small church that exists is the small church, was the chapel of the cell village=kelaki. The mountain is called Robbery, because in the old days, pirate ships stopped there, about bandits in Amathus, the robbers resorted to this mountain because it was inaccessible, there used to be a village here, the inhabitants then went down, perhaps from robberies to hide perhaps from the cold. We do not know and old ruins remained here which they called mud houses. little by little because the inhabitants of the area made pergolas, the place was cleared, and the small church that exists is the small church, was the chapel of the cell village=kelaki. some historians reduce it to the 12th century and others to the 15 century. we are not sure about that. here as we said was the chapel of the life-giving spring. then the inhabitants leveled the area, finally, in 1976 the metropolis asked to become a monastery, and 4 nuns came from the monastery of Agios Georgios Alamanos. and started to become female friaries. The church of the Holy Trinity was built, which is the katholikon of the monastery of Byzantine style, the wood carvings that exist are handmade. wood carvings are of great value. the Holy Trinity was built by the priest saint of Saint Tychonas. then the church was donated by others, There is also a chapel on the upper floor of Agios Savvas, and Agios Amrosios Boy came with his parents, and stayed the whole night with his parents to pray and seek help from Panagia. The morning when the child woke up, he said to his parents ... I want milk. Was the first time a child speaks in his life, And so many other miracles were seen -Another man came to the monastery, saying he heard about the miracles happening with people, having a problem speaking, he took holy water from the monastery, took it home...His son drinks 3 times...and the boy speaks,-We must also say something about, the holy water, we fix it to come directly into the monastery because it's difficult to go from behind,.Oslo Another case of a woman who was at the last stage of Cancer. Panagia goes to her saying go to HER monastery explaining to her exactly where was her Monastery, the woman visits the monastery and the miracle happens to her,-Oslo another case of a girl, who was going to have an operation having a tumor in her ...we did request to the Virgin Mary, next day when the girl comes up to the monastery very happy saying that she was clean from cancer, and she was very happy,-One boy from Russia 9 years old came to the Monastery, his parents said the boy never spoke before in his life,.We did request to virgin Mary, and the boy spoke, after putting holy oil and on him the sign of the cross The monastery is located south of Kellaki village.5 minutes road to go there GPS »34'48.620B O33'10.140A Note for the holy Water=Long time before, a man was staying with his deaf daughter, one day his daughter drinks water from the well who was there And immediately speaks for first TIME. was close to the Monastery, and they did diversion to go to the monastery-The water was coming out from a Rock

NAIVE PEOPLE ARE GETTING READY FOR THE ANTICHRIST

THESE PEOPLE IN KEY POSITIONS, WHO RULE THE WORLD, FIND CLEVER WAYS TO MAKE THE NAIVE GET USED TO THE NUMBER OF THE BEAST =THE ANTICHRIST

The Motorbiker who became Monk

ΤΙ ΕΙΔΑ ΣΤΗΝ ΑΛΛΗ ΖΩΗ... -WHAT I SAW IN ANOTHER LIFE...

 

WHAT I SAW IN ANOTHER LIFE...

 

(from a Russian text and the book "The End of the World" by the Serbian monk Archiman Stefanos -- Karoulia, Mount Athos)

"When a man dies, his soul hovers over his motionless and dead body and asks: 

"Ma, how is it now that there are two of us, when before it was just me?" "Each soul has the same shape it had when the man was alive and is recognized by another, familiar soul..."

 A TRUE STORY...

I was an atheist.

I cursed God a lot and terribly. I lived in shame and fornication and was as if dead on the earth. However, the merciful God did not let me be definitively lost but led me to repentance.

In 1962 I fell ill with cancer and was ill for 3 years. Of course, I did not stay in bed, but I worked and treated doctors, hoping to get better. In the last 6 months, I had lost a lot of weight, unable to drink even water. As soon as I drank it, I immediately threw up.

They then took me to the Hospital and called a professor from Moscow to operate on me.

As soon as they opened my stomach, something happened and I died immediately!

My soul came out of the body and was standing between two doctors, while I was throwing my open body with great fear and terror. My entire stomach and intestines were affected by cancer.

As I looked at my body lying in the operating room, I wondered, how are we two? I couldn't understand this, because it was the first time it happened to me...

I had no idea there was a soul. The communists were inflating us and teaching us that the soul and God do not exist, that these are inventions of the priests, to deceive the people and keep the world in fear, of something that does not exist.

I saw myself standing upright in the air, but I also saw my body in the operating room...

The doctors took out all my entrails and were looking for the duodenum. But there was only pus, everything was damaged and spoiled, and nothing was healthy. I heard them say:

"She had nothing right to live for..."

I SAW MY BODY DEAD 

IN THE SURGERY...

I watched everything with fear and always thought the same thing:

"How, and where are we two from? I'm standing, and at the same time I'm lying down!!"

I saw the doctors throw like-like entrails into the body, and I heard them say that my body should be given to the new medical specialists for their teaching.

They finally moved my body to the Mortuary, while I was going to them without them understanding it...

They left me lying naked on the marble, covered up to my neck with a sheet.

After a while, I saw that my brother came and brought my little son. She was six years old and her name was Andruska (Andrei).

My son approached my body and kissed me on the head. He began to cry saying: "Mom, mom, why did you die? I'm still young, how can I live now without you? I don't have a father, and you died too!..."

I then hugged him and kissed him, but he did not understand, nor did he see or notice. Only my dead body was alive...

I also saw how my brother was also crying...

After that, I inexplicably found myself at home. I saw my mother-in-law from my first marriage enter the house, as well as my mother and my sister. I had left my first husband because he believed in God.

In a little while they all started distributing my things. I was then living richly and in luxury but with money acquired through injustice and prostitution. My sister started removing the nicest things from my things, while my mother-in-law asked me to leave something for my little son. 

My sister did not give anything, but in addition, she began to scold my mother-in-law, saying to her:

"This child is not your son's, and you are nothing to him now..."

After some commotion, they went out, closing the house. My sister took a big bag of things with her. 

But while they were arguing about things, I saw with horror around us dancing and rejoicing devils...

Suddenly I found myself in the air as if I was flying in an airplane. I felt that someone was holding me and that I was rising higher and higher. I found myself above the city of Barnaul, but immediately lost it, falling into deep darkness. In a little while, a light began to come that grew stronger and stronger, reaching the point where I could no longer look at it.

They put me on a black slab about one and a half meters high, while I saw around me huge trees with beautiful foliage, as well as new houses but without seeing faces. I was looking at the green valleys and thinking "Where am I now?"

If I'm on earth, I said, then why don't I see people, factories, roads, transportation... What places are these here, without people, and who lives here anyway?

 THE MEDIATIONS OF THE VIRGIN!

And while I was thinking this, a beautiful tall woman dressed in royal dresses, interrupted my thoughts!

She walked so lightly that the grass did not bend under her weight. A young person was walking near her, crying, covering his face with his palms. She was crying bitterly, and as if something was pleading with her, but for what reason I could not hear.

I thought maybe he was her son and inwardly protested her indifference. (Of course, I would understand much later that this face was my guardian angel who had been given to me at my baptism and who was now crying for the loss of my soul that would go to Eternal Hell. He was begging the Virgin Mary to intercede with Christ so that I could be saved ...)

When they approached me, I saw this young man falling at the feet of this beautiful woman, pleading with her in more intense pain, and asking her for something. She said something to him, but I couldn't understand her words.

I wanted to ask them "Where am I?" when I saw this woman crossing her arms over her chest, and looking at the sky I heard her say:

"Lord, where will she go, as she is?"

I then began to tremble, and I understood that I had died, with my soul in heaven and my body on the marble of the Necrostasis...

I began to cry and ache, feeling the gravity of my position, when I heard a voice say:

"Bring her back to earth, thanks only to her father's good deeds..."

But another voice answered:

"I am tired of her sinful and corrupt life. I wanted to wipe her off the face of the earth without repentance, but her father begged me for her. Show her the place she deserved to go..."

IN THE INNER HELL...

Immediately I found myself in Hades.

Then they began to crawl up to me, terrible glowing snakes with long tongues that spewed fire and other disgusting filth. 

The stench was unbearable. 

These snakes coiled themselves around me, and at the same time worms as thick as fingers appeared from somewhere, with tails ending in needles and hooks. These entered all my open parts, ears, eyes, nose, etc. and thus they tortured me and I screamed internally, and not with my voice. 

But there was no help from anywhere, no mercy from anyone. 

There I saw that a woman who had died from an abortion also appeared, and began to beg the Lord for mercy...

I heard a terrible voice saying to her: 

"You on earth did not recognize me, you killed the children in your womb, and you told people: "You must not bear children, children are unnecessary". 

But in Me, there are no unnecessary things. 

In Me, there is everything and enough for everyone!!!

And addressing me he said:

"I gave you the disease to repent, but you cursed me until the end of your life and did not recognize me. That's exactly why I don't recognize you now! And just as on earth you lived without Lord and God, so here you will live without Me...!

And suddenly all this, taking on another aspect, changed... 

It was like I flew somewhere. The stench and the loud howl disappeared, and I suddenly saw the church I was playing at. The Beautiful gate opened and the priest dressed in white came out of it. They stood with their heads bowed while a voice spoke to me: 

"Who is this;"

I answered, "he is our priest."

"Weren't you there when you said he was a slob? But he is not a philanderer, but a real shepherd! He is not a hired and mercenary as you said...

And learn also, that he may be a simple priest, but he faithfully serves Me. And if he doesn't read you the wish of forgiveness in confession, I'm never going to forgive you"! 

Then I began to plead:

"Lord, bring me back to earth, I have a little son." 

The Lord said:

"I know you have a young son, and it's a pity for him..."

"It's a shame, sir," I replied. 

"I feel sorry for you all, he said. And three times I pity you... I am waiting for you all... But finally, when will you wake up from the sinful dream you are living in, when will you finally repent and come to yourself?"

And saying this I saw the Mother of God again. I got the courage to ask her:

"Is there here to you, Heaven?" 

YOU ARE OURS NOW...

But, instead of an answer to my doubt and my question, I found myself again in hell and Hades. The demons came running with lists pointing to my sins and shouting:

“You served us when you were on earth. You are ours now!...»

I began to read my sins and all my works, which were written in large letters, amid great fear. 

I could see fire coming out of their mouths as they hit me on the head. Red-hot sparks of fire fell on me and stuck and burned me. Around me was heard a terrible wailing, a terrible thunder, and the cutting of many people. 

When the fire grew stronger I could see everything around me. The souls were awesome-looking. Some were crippled with stretched necks, others with swollen eyes.

They used to tell me:

 "You are our comrade, (obviously meaning the communist greeting), and you too are obliged to live with us now...

Like you, so we too, when we lived on earth we did not recognize Christ, we cursed and blasphemed, we did every evil, especially fornication, and pride, and we never repented. 

Many sinned but repented and then went to Church, prayed to God, had mercy on the poor, and helped every person in need. All of them are now up there, far away from us... (apparently meaning Heaven, which they didn't even want to mention by name...)

I was afraid hearing these words, and indeed that I would live in these terrible places for all eternity...

After that, in a light that dispelled the darkness, the Mother of God appeared again. The demons fled, while the tormented souls began to beg her for mercy with loud voices:

"Heavenly Queen, do not leave us here any longer, Mother of God we beg you, we are burning and there is not a drop of water to quench our thirst..."

She wept sympathetically with them, but not having the power to redeem herself, she said to them:

"As long as you lived down on earth you did not recognize me, you even cursed me. You did not repent of your sins against my Son and your God, that is why I cannot help you now. But neither can Christ violate the will of His Father!

I help only those for whom their relatives beg and the holy church prays for them"

After these words we began to rise, while from below the voices of those in hell were getting louder: "Mother of God, don't leave us..."

 

RETURNING TO MY BODY...

I found myself again in darkness on the same slab, while the Mother of God, again crossing her hands on her chest and raising her eyes to heaven, began to pray, saying:

"What shall I do with her, Lord, where shall I put her?" while a voice answered her:

" Bring her back to earth, bring her back...

I saw the Mother of God pushing me to the ground, and passing invisible through the walls I found myself in the Mortuary and the refrigerator looking at the other corpses.

I said to myself in my soul:

"go now to your body", while a strong chill came over me. At the same time, someone turned on the light, bringing a new dead body. They noticed my return from the prone position where they usually put the dead in the refrigerator, and all the nurses scattered in a panic...

They quickly returned with two doctors, who began heating my brain with lamps. There were eight incisions on my body, three on the chest and five on the abdomen. Two hours after warming the head I opened my eyes, and it was only after twelve days that I finally managed to speak.

They brought me breakfast, pancakes with butter, and coffee. I told them that today is a fasting day and I will not eat from them. The nurses left again, and some doctors came. They asked me why I refused to eat. I answered them: 

"Sit down, and I will tell you what my soul saw. Whoever does not fast on the days of fasting, will eventually live in a terrible and terrible state. That is why I do not want to be cured, I who at first did not believe in them. .."

The doctors turned red and yellow from surprise, but the patients gathered around me listened carefully. Many doctors then gathered. I told them that now I have nothing, I don't hurt anywhere. I was showing my wounds and telling the world what happened to me. Finally, the police intervened, they took me from there and took me to another hospital.

There I recovered completely, but I begged the doctors to take another surgical look at my condition. They put me in the operating room again and when they opened my abdomen they said:

"Your entrails are healthy and clean, like a child's". 

The doctors who had performed the first operation and died also came and asked: "Where is her disease? Her entrails were all rotten and disintegrated from cancer and now we can see them perfectly well!"

I answered them:

"The Lord and God showed his mercy on me, the sinner, giving me life to testify to others what happened to me. Christ took from me what was damaged and gave it to me strong. You see, sir, I said to the surgeon from Moscow, that you finally laughed? What can you say now?"

"It is true, he answered, that there was nothing healthy in you. It seems that the Most High (the Most High) has reborn you."

I answered him:

"If you believe in Him, make your cross and get married as a Christian" The doctor blushed because I knew he was Jewish.. 

( από Ρωσσικό κείμενο καί από τό βιβλίο "Τό τέλος τού Κόσμου" τού Σέρβου μοναχού Αρχιμ. Στέφανου -- Καρούλια, Άγιον Όρος )

" Όταν πεθαίνει ο άνθρωπος τότε η ψυχή του υπερίπταται επάνω από το ακίνητο και νεκρό σώμα του και διερωτάται: 

« Μά, πώς συμβαίνει τώρα να είμαστε δύο , ενώ πρώτα ήμουν μόνο εγώ; » Κάθε ψυχή έχει το ίδιο σχήμα πού είχε όταν ζούσε ό άνθρωπος και αναγνωρίζεται από άλλες, γνώριμες ψυχές…"

  ΜΙΑ ΠΡΑΓΜΑΤΙΚΗ  ΙΣΤΟΡΙΑ...

Ήμουν άθεη.

Έβριζα πολύ καί φοβερά τόν Θεό. Ζούσα μέσα στήν ντροπή καί στήν πορνεία καί ήμουν σάν νεκρή πάνω στήν γή. Όμως, ό ελεήμων Θεός δέν μέ άφησε οριστικά νά χαθώ, αλλά μέ οδήγησε στήν μετάνοια.

Στά 1962 αρρώστησα από καρκίνο καί ήμουν άρρωστη 3 χρόνια. Δέν παρέμενα βέβαια στό κρεββάτι, αλλά εργαζόμουνα καί έκανα θεραπεία σέ γιατρούς, ελπίζοντας νά γίνω καλά. Τούς τελευταίους 6 μήνες είχα πολύ αδυνατίσει, μή μπορώντας νά πιώ ούτε νερό. Μόλις τό έπινα, αμέσως έκανα εμετό.

Μέ πήγαν τότε στό Νοσοκομείο, καί κάλεσαν έναν καθηγητή από τήν Μόσχα γιά νά μέ χειρουργήσει.

Μόλις μού άνοιξαν τήν κοιλιά, κάτι συνέβει καί αμέσως πέθανα !

Ή ψυχή μου βγήκε από τό σώμα καί στέκονταν ανάμεσα σέ δυό γιατρούς, ενώ εγώ μέ μεγάλο φόβο καί τρόμο κύτταζα τό ανοιγμένο σώμα μου. Ολόκληρο τό στομάχι καί τά έντερά μου ήταν προσβεβλημένα από τόν καρκίνο.

Όπως κοιτούσα τό σώμα μου ξαπλωμένο στό χειρουργείο, σκεπτόμουν μέ απορία, πώς είμαστε δύο; Δέν μπορούσα νά καταλάβω αυτό, γιατί πρώτη φορά μού συνέβαινε...

Δέν είχα ιδέα ότι υπάρχει ψυχή. Οί κομμουνιστές μάς φούσκωναν καί μάς δίδασκαν ότι ψυχή καί Θεός δέν υπάρχουν, ότι αυτά είναι επινόηση τών παπάδων, γιά νά ξεγελούν τόν λαό καί νά τόν κρατούν σέ φόβο τόν κόσμο, γιά κάτι πού δέν υπάρχει.

Κοιτούσα τόν εαυτό μου νά στέκεται όρθια στόν αέρα, αλλά έβλεπα καί τό σώμα μου πάνω στό χειρουργείο...

Οί γιατροί μού έβγαλαν έξω όλα τά εντόσθια καί αναζητούσαν τό δωδεκαδάκτυλο. Αλλά εκεί υπήρχε μόνο πύον, τά πάντα ήταν κατεστραμμένα καί χαλασμένα, τίποτα δέν ήταν υγιές. Τούς άκουσα νά λένε:

" Αυτή, δέν είχε τίποτα σωστό γιά νά ζήσει..."

ΕΒΛΕΠΑ ΤΟ ΣΩΜΑ ΜΟΥ ΝΕΚΡΟ 

ΣΤΟ ΧΕΙΡΟΥΡΓΕΙΟ...

Όλα τά έβλεπα φοβισμένη καί σκεπτόμουνα πάντα τό ίδιο πράγμα:

" Πώς, καί από πού είμαστε δύο; Στέκομαι, καί ταυτόγχρονα είμαι καί ξαπλωμένη!!"

Είδα τούς γιατρούς νά ρίχνουν όπως - όπως τά εντόσθια μέσα στό σώμα, καί άκουσα πού έλεγαν ότι πρέπει νά δοθεί τό σώμα μου στούς νέους ειδικευόμενους γιατρούς γιά τήν διδασκαλία τους.

Μετέφεραν τελικά τό σώμα μου στό Νεκροστάσιο, ενώ εγώ πήγαινα κοντά τους χωρίς αυτοί  νά τό καταλαβαίνουν...

Μέ άφησαν ξαπλωμένη καί γυμνή πάνω στό μάρμαρο, σκεπασμένη ώς τόν λαιμό μέ ένα σεντόνι.

Μετά από λίγη ώρα βλέπω ότι ήλθε ό αδελφός μου καί έφερε τόν μικρό μου γυιό. Ήταν έξη χρονών καί ονομάζονταν Αντρούσκα ( Αντρέϊ ).

Ό γυιός μου πλησίασε τό σώμα μου, καί μέ φίλησε στό κεφάλι. Άρχισε νά κλαίει λέγοντας: " Μαμά, μαμά, γιατί πέθανες; Είμαι ακόμη μικρός, πώς θά ζήσω τώρα χωρίς εσένα; Πατέρα δέν έχω, κι΄ εσύ πέθανες !..."

Εγώ τότε τόν αγκάλιασα καί τόν φίλησα, αλλά αυτός δέν τό κατάλαβε, ούτε τό είδε καί τό πρόσεξε. Κύταζε μόνο τό νεκρό μου σώμα...

Έβλεπα επίσης πώς έκλαιγε καί ό αδελφός μου...

Μετά από αυτό, βρέθηκα ανεξήγητα στό σπίτι μου. Είδα τήν πεθερά μου από τόν πρώτο μου γάμο νά μπαίνει στό σπίτι, καθώς καί τήν μητέρα μου καί τήν αδελφή μου. Τόν πρώτο μου σύζυγο τόν είχα εγκαταλείψει γιατί πίστευε στόν Θεό.

Σέ λίγο όλοι αυτοί, άρχισαν τήν διανομή τών πραγμάτων μου. Ζούσα τότε πλούσια καί μέ πολυτέλεια αλλά μέ χρήματα αποκτημένα μέ τήν αδικία καί τήν πορνεία. Ή αδελφή μου άρχισε νά αφαιρεί τά πιό ωραία από τά πράγμάτά μου, ενώ ή πεθερά μου ζητούσε νά αφήσει καί κάτι γιά τόν μικρό γυιό μου. 

Ή αδελφή μου δέν έδινε τίποτα, αλλά επί πλέον άρχισε νά εμπαίζει τήν πεθερά μου λέγοντάς της:

" Αυτό τό παιδί δέν είναι από τόν γυιό σου, καί εσύ δέν τού είσαι τίποτα τώρα..."

Μετά από κάποια φασαρία βγήκαν αυτές έξω κλείνοντας τό σπίτι. Ή αδελφή μου πήρε μαζί της καί έναν μεγάλο μπόγο μέ πράγματα. 

Ενώ όμως αυτές μάλωναν γιά τά πράγματα, είδα μέ τρόμο γύρω μας νά χορεύουν καί νά χαίρονται διάβολοι...

Ξαφνικά βρέθηκα στόν αέρα, σάν νά πετούσα μέ αεροπλάνο. Αισθανόμουν ότι κάποιος μέ συγκρατούσε καί ότι υψώνομαι όλο καί περισσότερο. Βρέθηκα πάνω από τήν πόλη Barnaul, αλλά αμέσως τήν έχασα πέφτοντας σέ βαθύ σκοτάδι. Σέ λίγο άρχισε νά έρχεται ένα φώς πού όλο καί δυνάμωνε, φθάνοντας σέ σημείο νά μή μπορώ πιά νά τό κοιτάξω.

Μέ έβαλαν πάνω σέ μιά μαύρη πλάκα γύρω στό ενάμισυ μέτρο, ενώ έβλεπα γύρω μου τεράστια δένδρα μέ πανέμορφα φυλλώματα, καθώς καί σπίτια καινούργια αλλά χωρίς νά βλέπω πρόσωπα. Έβλεπα τίς καταπράσινες κοιλάδες διαλογιζόμενη " πού βρίσκομαι άραγε τώρα; "

Άν βρίσκομαι στήν γή, έλεγα, τότε γιατί δέν βλέπω ανθρώπους, εργοστάσια, δρόμους, συγκοινωνίες... Τί  μέρη είναι εδώ αυτά,  χωρίς ανθρώπους, καί ποιοί ζούν τέλος πάντων εδώ;

  ΟΙ  ΜΕΣΙΤΕΙΕΣ ΤΗΣ ΘΕΟΤΟΚΟΥ !

Καί ενώ σκεπτόμουν αυτά, μιά πανέμορφη ψηλή γυναίκα ντυμένη μέ βασιλικά φορέματα, διέκοψε τίς σκέψεις μου!

Περπατούσε τόσο ανάλαφρα πού τό χορτάρι δέν λύγιζε από τό βάρος της. Κοντά της πήγαινε ένα νεαρό πρόσωπο κλαίγοντας, μέ σκεπασμένο τό πρόσωπό του μέ τίς παλάμες του. Έκλαιγε πικρά, καί σάν κάτι νά τήν παρακαλούσε, αλλά γιά ποιό λόγο δέν μπορούσα νά ακούσω.

Σκέφθηκα μήπως ήταν γυιός της, καί μέσα μου διαμαρτυρήθηκα γιά τήν αδιαφορία της.     ( Θά καταλάβαινα βέβαια πολύ αργότερα, ότι τό πρόσωπό αυτό ήταν ό φύλακάς μου άγγελος πού μού είχε δοθεί στήν βάπτισή μου καί πού τώρα έκλαιγε γιά τήν απώλεια τής ψυχής μου πού θά πήγαινε στήν Αιώνια Κόλαση. Παρακαλούσε τήν Παναγία νά μεσιτεύσει στόν Χριστό γιά νά γλυτώσω...)

Όταν αυτοί μέ πλησίασαν είδα τόν νέο αυτό νά πέφτει μπροστά στά πόδια τής πανέμορφης αυτής γυναίκας, νά τήν παρακαλεί εντονώτερα οδυρώμενος, καί νά τής ζητεί κάτι. Αυτή, κάτι τού είπε, αλλά δέν μπόρεσα νά καταλάβω τά λόγια της.

Ήθελα νά τούς ρωτήσω " πού βρίσκομαι; " , όταν είδα τήν γυναίκα αυτή νά σταυρώνει τά χέρια στό στήθος της, καί κοιτώντας τόν ουρανό τήν άκουσα καθαρά νά λέει:

" Κύριε, πού θά πάει αυτή, έτσι όπως είναι; "

Άρχισα τότε νά τρέμω, καί κατάλαβα ότι είχα πεθάνει, μέ τήν ψυχή μου νά βρίσκεται στόν ουρανό καί τό σώμα μου πάνω στό μάρμαρο τού Νεκροστασίου...

Άρχισα νά κλαίω καί νά οδύρομαι συναισθανόμενη πιά τήν βαρύτητα τής θέσης μου όταν άκουσα μιά φωνή νά λέει:

" Νά τήν γυρίσετε στήν γή, χάρη καί μόνο γιά τίς αγαθοεργίες τού πατέρα της..."

Άλλη φωνή όμως απάντησε:

" Βαρέθηκα πιά τήν αμαρτωλή καί διεφθαρμένη ζωή της. Εγώ ήθελα νά τήν εξαφανίσω από προσώπου γής χωρίς μετάνοια, αλλά μέ παρεκάλεσε γι΄ αυτήν ό πατέρας της. Δείξτε της τό μέρος γιά τό οποίο άξιζε νά πάει..."

ΣΤΗΝ ΕΣΩΤΕΡΗ  ΚΟΛΑΣΗ...

Αμέσως βρέθηκα στόν Άδη.

Τότε άρχισαν να έρπουν μέχρις εμένα, φοβερά πυρακτωμένα φίδια με μακριές γλώσσες που ξερνούσαν φωτιά και άλλες αποκρουστικές ακαθαρσίες. 

Η βρώμα ήταν αβάσταχτη. 

Αυτά τα φίδια τυλίχτηκαν γύρω μου και ταυτόχρονα από κάπου παρουσιάστηκαν σκουλήκια χοντρά ίσαμε τά δάχτυλα, με ουρές που κατέληγαν σε βελόνες και άγγιστρα. Αυτά έμπαιναν σε όλα τα ανοικτά μου μέρη, στα αυτιά, στα μάτια, στη μύτη κλπ. και έτσι με βασάνιζαν και εγώ κραύγαζα εσωτερικά, καί όχι με την φωνή μου. 

Αλλά εκεί δεν υπήρχε από πουθενά ούτε βοήθεια, ούτε έλεος από κανένα. 

Εκεί είδα πως παρουσιάστηκε καί μιά γυναίκα που πέθανε από άμβλωση, και άρχισε να παρακαλεί τον Κύριο για έλεος...

Άκουσα μιά φοβερή φωνή νά τής λέει: 

«Εσύ στην γη δεν με αναγνώριζες, σκότωνες τα παιδιά στη κοιλιά σου, και επί πλέον έλεγες στους ανθρώπους:  "δεν πρέπει να γεννάτε παιδιά, τα παιδιά είναι περιττά ". 

Όμως σ΄ Εμένα  δεν υπάρχουν  περιττά. 

Σ΄ Εμένα υπάρχουν τα πάντα, και για όλους αρκετά !!!

Καί απευθυνόμενος σέ μένα είπε:

«Εγώ σου έδωσα την αρρώστια για να μετανοήσεις, αλλά εσύ με έβριζες ως το τέλος της ζωής σου και δεν με αναγνώριζες. Γι΄αυτό ακριβώς κι΄ εγώ τώρα, δεν σε αναγνωρίζω ! Καί όπως στην γη έζησες χωρίς  Κύριο καί Θεό, έτσι και εδώ θα ζήσεις χωρίς Εμένα...!».

Καί ξαφνικά όλα αυτά παίρνοντας μιά άλλη όψη, άλλαξαν... 

Ήταν σάν κάπου νά πέταξα. Η βρώμα και ο δυνατός οδυρμός χάθηκαν,  και εγώ ξαφνικά είδα την εκκλησία που ενέπαιζα. Άνοιξε η  Ωραία πύλη και από αυτήν  βγήκε ό ιερέας ντυμένος στα άσπρα. Στέκονταν με σκυμμένο κεφάλι ενώ κάποια φωνή μού απηύθηνε λόγο: 

«Ποιός είναι αυτός;»

Εγώ απάντησα, « είναι ο ιερέας μας».

«Εσύ δέν ήσουν πού έλεγες ότι είναι χαραμοφάης ; Όμως αυτός δεν είναι χαραμοφάης, αλλά πραγματικός ποιμένας! Δεν είναι μισθωτός καί μισθοφόρος πού έλεγες...

Καί μάθε ακόμη, πως μπορεί νά είναι ένας απλός παπάς, όμως υπηρετεί πιστά Εμένα. Καί άν αυτός δεν σου διαβάσει  την ευχή της συγχώρησης στήν εξομολόγηση, εγώ δεν πρόκειται ποτέ νά σε συγχωρήσω»! 

Τότε άρχισα να παρακαλώ:

«Κύριε, γύρισε με στη γή, έχω έναν μικρό γιό». 

Ο Κύριος είπε:

«Γνωρίζω ότι έχεις μικρό γιό, καί είναι κρίμα γι' αυτόν...»

«Είναι κρίμα Κύριε" , τού απάντησα. 

«Εγώ σας λυπάμαι όλους, είπε. Και τρείς φορές σας  λυπάμαι... Όλους σας περιμένω... Αλλά επί τέλους, πότε θα ξυπνήσετε από το αμαρτωλό όνειρο πού ζείτε, πότε επί τέλους θά μετανοήσετε  και θα έλθετε στον εαυτό σας;»

Καί λέγοντας αυτά είδα καί πάλι τήν  Μητέρα του Θεού. Πήρα το θάρρος να τη ρωτήσω:

«Υπάρχει εδώ σε σάς, Παράδεισος;». 

ΕΙΣΑΙ ΔΙΚΗ ΜΑΣ  ΤΩΡΑ...

Αλλά, αντί για απάντηση στήν αμφισβήτησή μου αυτή καί στήν απορία μου, ξαναβρέθηκα πάλι στην κόλαση καί στον Άδη. Οί δαίμονες έρχονταν τρέχοντας με καταλόγους δείχνοντας  τα αμαρτήματά μου καί φωνάζοντας:

«Εσύ μας υπηρέτησες όταν ήσουν στη γή. Είσαι δική μας τώρα !...»

Άρχισα να διαβάζω τα αμαρτήματά μου καί όλα μου τα έργα, που ήταν γραμμένα με μεγάλα γράμματα, ανάμεσα σέ μεγάλο φόβο. 

Έβλεπα από τα στόμα τους πού έβγαινε φωτιά καθώς με κτυπούσαν στο κεφάλι. Πάνω μου έπεφταν και κολλούσαν πυρακτωμένες σπίθες πυρκαγιάς και με έκαιγαν. Γύρω μου ακουγόταν φοβερός θρήνος, βρόντος φοβερός, και κοπετός πολλών ανθρώπων. 

Όταν ή φωτιά δυνάμωνε έβλεπα γύρω μου τά πάντα. Οί ψυχές είχαν φοβερή όψη. Άλλες σακατεμένες μέ τεντωμένους λαιμούς, κι΄ άλλες μέ πρησμένα μάτια.

Μού έλεγαν:

 "Είσαι συντρόφισσά μας,( εννοώντας προφανώς τόν κομμουνιστικό χαιρετισμό), καί είσαι υποχρεωμένη κι΄ εσύ νά ζήσεις τώρα μαζί μας...

Όπως εσύ, έτσι κι΄ εμείς, όταν ζούσαμε πάνω στήν γή δέν αναγνωρίζαμε τόν Χριστό, βρίζαμε καί βλαστημούσαμε, κάναμε κάθε κακό, καί ιδιαίτερα τήν πορνεία, τήν υπερηφάνεια, και ποτέ μας δέν μετανοήσαμε. 

Πολλοί αμάρτησαν αλλά μετάνοιωσαν καί πήγαιναν μετά στήν Εκκλησία, προσεύχονταν στόν Θεό, ελεούσαν τούς φτωχούς, καί βοηθούσαν στήν ανάγκη του κάθε άνθρωπο. Όλοι αυτοί είναι τώρα εκεί πάνω, μακρυά μας... ( εννοώντας προφανώς τόν Παράδεισο, τόν οποίον δέν ήθελαν νά  αναφέρουν ούτε μέ τό όνομά του...)

Εγώ φοβήθηκα ακούγοντας τά λόγια αυτά, καί μάλιστα ότι θά ζούσα στούς φοβερούς αυτούς τόπους γιά όλη τήν αιωνιότητα...

Μετά από αυτά μέσα σέ ένα φώς πού έδιωξε τό σκοτάδι εμφανίστηκε πάλι ή Μητέρα τού Θεού. Οί δαίμονες τράπηκαν σέ φυγή, ενώ οί ψυχές πού βασανίζονταν άρχισαν μέ μεγάλες φωνές νά τήν ικετεύουν γιά έλεος:

"Ουράνια βασίλισσα, μή μάς αφήνεις άλλο εδώ, Μητέρα τού Θεού σέ παρακαλούμε, καιγόμαστε καί δέν υπάρχει σταγόνα νερού νά σβήσουμε τήν δίψα μας..."

Εκείνη έκλαιγε συμπονετικά μαζί τους, αλλά μή έχοντας καί  εξουσία απολυτρώσεως τούς έλεγε:

"Όσο ζούσατε κάτω στήν γή δέν μέ αναγνωρίζατε, μάλιστα καί μέ βλαστημούσατε. Δέν μετανοούσατε γιά τίς αμαρτίες σας απέναντι τού Γυιού μου καί Θεού σας, γι΄ αυτό κι΄εγώ τώρα δέν μπορώ νά σάς βοηθήσω. Αλλά ούτε καί ό Χριστός δέν μπορεί νά παραβεί τήν επιθυμία τού Πατέρα Του !

Βοηθώ μόνο αυτούς γιά τούς οποίους παρακαλούν οί συγγενείς τους καί προσεύχεται γι΄ αυτούς ή αγία εκκλησία"

Μετά από τά λόγια αυτά αρχίσαμε νά υψωνόμαστε, ενώ από κάτω οί φωνές τών κολασμένων δυνάμωναν: "Μητέρα τού Θεού μή μας αφήνεις..."

 

ΕΠΙΣΤΡΕΦΟΝΤΑΣ ΣΤΟ ΣΩΜΑ ΜΟΥ...

Βρέθηκα πάλι σέ σκοτάδι πάνω στήν ίδια πλάκα, ενώ ή Θεοτόκος σταυρώνοντας πάλι τά χέρια στό στήθος καί υψώνοντας τά μάτια στόν ουρανό άρχισε νά προσεύχεται λέγοντας:

" Τί νά κάνω μ΄ αυτήν, Κύριε, πού νά τήν βάλω;" ενώ μιά φωνή τής απάντησε:

" Γυρίστε την πάλι στήν γή, γυρίστε την πίσω...

Είδα τήν Μητέρα τού Θεού νά μέ σπρώχνει στήν γή, καί περνώντας αόρατη τούς τοίχους βρέθηκα στό Νεκροστάσιο καί στό ψυγείο  κοιτάζοντας καί τά άλλα πτώματα.

Είπα μόνη μου στήν ψυχή μου:

"πήγαινε τώρα στό σώμα σου", ενώ ένα ισχυρό ψύχος μέ κυρίευσε. Τήν ίδια στιγμή κάποιος άναψε τό φώς φέρνοντας καινούργιο νεκρό. Πρόσεξαν τό γύρισμά μου από τήν ύπτια θέση πού συνήθως βάζουν τούς νεκρούς στό ψυγείο, καί όλοι οί νοσοκόμοι πανικόβλητοι διασκορπίσθηκαν...

Επέστρεψαν γρήγορα μέ δυό γιατρούς, πού άρχισαν νά ζεσταίνουν τόν εγκέφαλό μου μέ λάμπες. Υπήρχαν στό σώμα μου οκτώ τομές, τρείς στό στήθος καί πέντε στήν κοιλιά. Δυό ώρες μετά τό ζέσταμα τού κεφαλιού άνοιξα τά μάτια μου, καί μόλις μετά από δώδεκα μέρες κατόρθωσα επιτέλους νά μιλήσω.

Μού έφεραν πρωϊνό, τηγανίτες μέ βούτυρο καί καφέ. Τούς είπα, ότι σήμερα είναι ημέρα νηστείας καί δέν θά φάω από αυτά. Οί νοσοκόμοι έφυγαν πάλι, καί ήλθαν κάποιοι γιατροί. Μέ ρώτησαν γιατί αρνούμαι νά φάω. Τούς απάντησα: 

"Καθήστε, καί θά σάς διηγηθώ, τί είδε  ή ψυχή μου. Όποιος δέν νηστεύει τίς μέρες τής νηστείας, αυτός τελικά θά ζήσει σέ μιά φοβερή καί σιχαμερή κατάσταση. Γι΄ αυτό δέν θέλω νά αρτυθώ,  εγώ πού πρώτα δέν πίστευα σ΄ αυτά..."

Οί γιατροί από τήν έκπληξη, τήν μιά κοκκίνιζαν καί τήν άλλη κιτρίνιζαν, αλλά οί μαζεμένοι γύρω μου ασθενείς μέ άκουγαν προσεκτικά. Μαζεύτηκαν κατόπιν πολλοί γιατροί. Τούς είπα ότι τώρα δέν έχω τίποτα, δέν πονάω πουθενά. Έδειχνα τίς πληγές μου καί διηγόμουνα στόν κόσμο πού κατέφθανε τά περιστατικά πού έζησα. Τελικά επενέβη ή αστυνομία, μέ πήραν από εκεί καί μέ πήγαν σέ άλλο νοσοκομείο.

Εκεί ανάρρωσα τελείως, αλλά παρακάλεσα τούς γιατρούς νά δούν καί πάλι χειρουργικώς τήν κατάστασή μου. Μέ έβαλαν πάλι στό χειρουργείο καί όταν άνοιξαν τήν κοιλιά μου είπαν:

"Τά εντόσθιά σας είναι απολύτως υγιή καί καθαρά, όπως ενός παιδιού" . 

Ήλθαν καί οί γιατροί πού είχαν κάνει τήν πρώτη εγχείρηση καί πέθανα, καί απόρησαν:     " Πού είναι ή αρρώστια της; Τά εντόσθιά της ήταν όλα σάπια καί διαλυμένα από καρκίνο καί τώρα τά βλέπουμε τελείως καλά !..."

Τούς απάντησα:

" Ό Κύριος καί Θεός φανέρωσε τό έλεός του πάνω σ΄ εμένα τήν αμαρτωλή, δίνοντάς μου ζωή γιά νά μαρτυρήσω καί σέ άλλους ό, τι μού συνέβει. Ό Χριστός, πήρε από μέσα μου ότι κατεστραμμένο υπήρχε καί μού τό έδωσε γερό. Βλέπετε κύριε, είπα στόν χειρούργο από τήν Μόσχα, ότι τελικά γελαστήκατε; Τί μπορείτε νά πείτε τώρα;"

"Είναι αλήθεια, απάντησε εκείνος, ότι τίποτα υγιές δέν υπήρχε μέσα σου. Φαίνεται σέ αναγέννησε ό Υπέρτατος ( ό Ύψιστος)"

Τού απάντησα:

" Άν πράγματι πιστεύετε σ΄ Αυτόν, κάντε τόν σταυρό σας, καί παντρευτείτε χριστιανικά" Ο γιατρός κοκκίνησε γιατί ήξερα ότι ήταν Εβραίος..