elder iakovos tell me the reason God took my brother AT THE AGE 24

 I  didnt say  everything yesterday to you, inside your heart he tells me there is

bitterness and there is also a lot of anger meanwhile I understood that

it is really about a saint I started to cry I tell him you don't

tell me I tell him you I tell him you wouldn't be angry you wouldn't be bitter let's when you were eight

you lost your father at 12 I call him your brother and your village

says look at me he's so sad he almost

cries for every death god has a completely different

reason he takes each person don't you listen he tells me at funerals both the dead

and the living have the power as an immortal king that I always knew the

dismissal of funerals then

and I tell him what was the reason he took my brother Peter at the

age of 24 a constant question that you priests too I imagine will you have heard

many times again from people who leave prematurely as we think, with

our children, our brothers, our friends,

our people, so he tells me I will pray and if God shows me I will tell you,

we stayed in the monastery with my friend Marion, we stayed there for a

very nice

resurrection there I realized that I have to learn a little

chanting because he himself told me you know he tells me I am waiting for you to come to

our festival

and indeed I asked him I tell him you know old man they told me to

go to the skins to work because I am a poor child like

a waiter I tell him to go of course go

he tells me then I wanted to stop because of the skins because I saw that there were many

temptations there and what do you think he told me he says look you will become

a monk but you will not stay a monk forever you will become a bishop

in the place of your birth and you will constantly associate with people, so you

have to get rid of the people, he says they are not legal, they are

spetses, you should be a carson in spetses and I will cover you with my prayer

after a few months, anyway before yes before to

go to the skins I went some girls from the home to see him in the meantime

do you realize I was young then in 82 I was only 20

years old 20 years old child I found a father who I lost him on

earth and I found a heavenly father do you realize my joy the change

that is happening inside me I rushed to the home where I had a friend I told him I found

a saint and I told him it makes

an impression on me nothing is possible without the will of God I will tell 200

only the four rushed now that the 200 are listening about

Jacob they see who hear miracles they see images he says to me

why didn't you insist that we go and we tell them these are God's things

then two of the girls I told went and

told them to tell the hostage to come and I have something important to tell him

about his brother, the girls came to me, I told them, I put wings on my feet

so that we could go to Borion then in 82, we

students had to take a taxi from the Elysees

to go to the train station to catch the train to chalkida to

get by train to chalkida to take a bus khte khte to take us

up to the highest mountain to bring us down to the other beach at lake

bias from there to catch a bus to go to the neighboring village in rovies

and then to catch a taxi to to take us up 1,000 m to the monastery to

see the process, that is,

it was a day to go but it was a day that was worth for a

lifetime, so I put wings on my feet, I did this process, the oedipus,

and what do you think the holy man of God he says to me please give me

a prayer that God will show me why he killed your 24

year old brother and in fact my brother was not killed as a war hero while

he fought heroically coming to see us the peasant his car fell and

he was killed instantly in an accident think about not being killed during

the war but a week later being killed in a car accident

so he says to me as soon as he saw me don't you call me homer that's how your brother used to talk to you

my child did he love a Jewish woman I say sir have mercy he says

go study my brother in israel two years and i really tell him

he loved a jewish woman he tells me my son he had decided to marry her and

your mother and he wanted to take you to

israel and there your brother tells me and you would lose your faith

your mother would melt to see this alteration

of her children

they would convert she had a lot of gold but she had no

Christ and so that your brother and you would not be harmed spiritually he preferred take him

at his 24th year he told me to harvest him at his 24th year he tells me

he was a very good man the brother is in heaven now he tells me and

he is happy you will become a consecrated person and he will remember him in every liturgy

and the brother will be happy your in heaven and you on earth and your mother

will not die now she will be very late and

she fell asleep at the age of 94 and God will give her

gifts both in life and after death he told me

you see he tells me how God arranges everyone to don't lose our soul

my child we tell me we are short sighted god tells me he sees deep down

what is the interest of the soul not the body the body will live another 20 years

another 60 another 80 if you don't die 100 but the soul has eternal life and the christ

tells me he takes care of eternal life,

so you realize that they are convinced of me and now the anger was not directed

towards christ because the easiest opponent when we have bitterness when we have

pain when we have anger is christ so this man

managed to turn the weight of my eyes and

my anger towards my bad self and I think this is also the idiom

of the best fathers to help man how to

repent of his mistakes and his passions and to give him an interpretation

of why I am made just as each one of us is with his heredity

with his sinfulness with his temperament he is the

element of the spiritual father and in this man as I was

then as you are now as each man is give him the

possibility to converse with the holy spirit how was the conception of the

god-man christ by the spirit of the holy and virgin mary and we have the

god-man jesus this happens to all of us it must happen to all of us by

the spirit of the saint and neophyte and put your own name instead of neophyte the conception of Christ must

take place in our heart