Shocking afterlife experience What he saw in the afterlife=SUBS

Well, you'll have to excuse me first because this happened to me many years ago when I was

26 years old for many years and specifically in Chalkida on a ship I was a merchant navy officer as I worked in the afternoon at 600

to go just the event to talk about the event in particular e I'm off my shift and I'm about to leave as soon as I get close

in the cabin where the ship is where the crew are and the voice is heard, I hear a help

help it seems to me that I listen to it I don't listen to it I hear it I run suddenly just what a panic I had because at the sound of help we all ran and

we all go and I see at that moment

a sailor who in the crew stands on the edge of the hold to

fell into the hold from a height of 10 m and in my attempt to help him I fell with him and as I fell I hit him and

he was carried away and fell about 2 m onto some iron rods which

we do construction that's like, uh, like balls so spinning I fell

straight away I left the height of it to 2 m because up to 2 m I had dropped and you are small that I knew and that I knew from the

world what I had until I was 27 changes completely there is no more time

there's no separation I feel like I'm going to die I feel like I'm going to die and my life starts to turn upside down but at what pace while in

logic when you turn upside down you are in fractions of fractions

of crying second I've been looking back 27 years just as much as I was at the time I remembered everything that I said that

I did what he brought 6 years old 5 years old 5 years old all I had and even

with the reverse of what I experienced, I remembered more freshly my childhood because

it was the other way around, that is, from the age I was a child I knew the mistakes

and at that moment I realize that the speed is too fast, i.e.

the end is coming I'm getting close to the end I'm getting close to shutting up I'm putting all the strength I have in my hands

because I realize that I'm going to shut up at that moment and my existence ends and then the

death what all the questions we have as human beings I had and she had and I

the moment I see before me before I burst into a demon just like the satyr

in ancient Greek agha means the legs of the exact form you know

I think I don't need to go into any more detail and horns dance and sing around me shouting again I say don't forget that

the time was 27 years I had a lot at that time I lived shouting thief

thief thief thief thief thief indeed two or three days ago in the ship the

boat chocolates small like umbrella some actually I did steal and he

screaming and rejoicing and celebrating that at the moment of my death he had to

accuse me of the first piece I heard say of course why then came the end Pam I said now I'll see what happens it didn't stop I was fine when the end came

I was normal nothing had happened nothing had happened nothing had happened nothing I felt that nothing had happened nor was I in pain I was upright normal the dimension and the

volume that a body has when the apostle is lifted when the apostle is lifted with

the difference t that I am back in the hold of the lamp I have dropped turns and just perceive light I turn the light and as I turn and

I look in the light in the form of an angel, just as we see them

in the churches e.g. to help you out a little I hadn't had any

education religious education at that time I knew nothing at all that per se you that Christ and Mary we went to church

few times a couple of times and that was typical e but I understood that he was the angel and I even understood that he was the angel and I understood that he was the

my guardian angel because he looked at me in such a way and with such love and he was the only person from then on that I saw in my eyes nothing else I dared

to see why when I went and looked eye to eye my legs were paralysed my soul was paralysed the only thing he said to me wasn't be afraid he says don't be afraid but

was the most reassuring thing I ever heard in my life.

my word of fear I saw him so how he approached me and the form he had and how much he loved me and what respect he had for me

and that seemed strange to me because I haven't made a good life so

I did not deserve such respect as I imagined I would experience completely different things and I experienced them naturally and then along the way we will continue e

he tells me not to be afraid as soon as he tells me not to be afraid he tells me that the angel will come to receive me and we will leave at that moment I relax and look at my surroundings

space I'm just in the hold I dare not see my body lying down but I grasp it peripherally the body that exists and I know I'm dead and

we don't discuss it I don't question it we're done with my life at that time

I was thinking about this and I heard the other guy who had already fallen and didn't pass out at 2 meters yelling apostle die I killed it something like that he was saying hey I hear like

I'm a hunter and anyone who is a hunter will understand me.

hey how is a flock of partridges a thousand partridges to get up to your feet do you understand what terror you feel just so exactly felt this

movement when the host angel who was around two to three times bigger than the prisoner came, he had awesome harmony colors of wings face

body movement speech didn't tell me much ready ready ready catch me both

just so one comes from here right to left and I go with them through the

hold by passing through the hold just as we are going up with a

the airplane I saw exactly that feeling as I got off the plane I saw the hold of my friends who were working the ones who were leaving and going

in his house he who was coming to the trucks to leave just upstairs just like an airplane takes off, but vertically and completely vertically.

I was impressed I started to say what's going on what's going on am I asleep am I dreaming am I experiencing it what is it what is it not is it a dream I tried to wake up

because many times some dreams it was not a dream and the first

that I hear and I'm impressed and I'll never forget is that

from the point of about 1000m e what was pulsating throughout the

the universe was a hymn that sings him could not be counted these angels

who lied to him, one was here, and one was in the early example, so that you may understand the breadth and breadth of the one who was here, said the saint.

continued the saint up there and I had the perception and the hearing and the

feeling that I could hear all those millions of voices chanting afterward I learned afterwards when I got involved and looked to see if they

that I asked yes actually there is nowhere that they were singing the hymn and with Papakostas I discussed it you only know so much all I knew from

that was it and that was an irrelevant religious glory to god and on earth peace it was called incarnation glory which I had seen in a manger so I say

well I'm in the same environment as my mother my mother's god is good so I knew so I was quiet though

continued to chant these for a very very long time

and my march in an upward direction continued until I was no longer seeing the earth in a period of

small situation that is, somewhere here at that point everything stopped, we sat down together, and my mind was gripped by a melancholy

such as I slept with my father and my mother what we lived or would not live or how would they now perceive my young child that they would

They tell them the news that he's dead, says the guardian angel.

do you want to go anywhere on earth, he says, I say yes, I think I'll go to my mother's house to see them for the last time, or so I thought.

she found me inside my mother's house within a split second of there and my father my father's house in the living room where

I thought the clock was 74 it was all like

just like the guts, as if my body was there, as if

I returned I went to my mother's house but it seemed strange to me because neither

was my mother was plus in the house the living room or the upstairs

rooms nor anywhere in the garden that I have searched and looked

I started as soon as I got into this situation I started to get a lot of spin on it.

earth and I started to say, dude, am I dreaming because everything was real there were no angels next to me and nothing to remind me, and quickly

I forgot that all the things I have experienced that I am telling you that seem strange to you at the time but as soon as this thought crossed my mind I remembered that at some point

in my living room came to me like a picture because my life had come back and I knew it had

my father had the gun and he always didn't put a bullet in it, so we knew he didn't have a bullet, and the first thing he told us when we went there was that he was taking the bullet out.

bullet takes out the bullet probably killed us if there was a bullet in the chamber and once when I was playing with my brother as a kid I went to pull the trigger

she said Daddy doesn't put the daddy's hands that were the l I said you don't put the ring you don't the ring I went to touch it and step on it and she

moment something called out to me not and I let go of the trigger that was of God I understood it at that moment and I realized that terror is

awesome and I went back to where I was that is to say to the traffic police there just panicked from here of course to tell you that my mother did not

was at home because I had gone to the chicory that day oh and one more thing that is very important for you to draw some conclusions as I did with

what I concluded is that when I was in the house at first until I experienced to remember this situation that scared me I put

some signs because I'm a sailor I knew I say if it's not possible to be in Chalcis and be here I say maybe something is going on

strange and I put a sign with the sun day and time on the tarpaulin no a

I said I'll check it out if I live, something told me I'll live, I'll come back I don't know why I counted it but I got the light of the sun

or lying on the tarpaulin the next year I got well and went back to my mother's house I was there that day not that I didn't believe it

because there was no motivation to do the second part they asked me where I wanted to go they told me to go see my grandfather's grave assuming that's where

they'd put me there and there they'd put me, uh, I did go to my grandfather's grave, uh.

I saw the thorns in the bushes I said, "Hey, I'm beginning to doubt it again I said, "My grandmother is here every day I said, "She takes care of it" I said, "How is it again?

I imagine what is happening what I am living what I am experiencing now what I am doing I have not had time to have my doubts again and as it is the grave of my grandfather

is located at the first fairground as you enter the left of the church at the

first, there used to I don't know now there is papakosta a web outpost do you remember it used to be back there now it doesn't exist now it must not exist now because

There was a guardhouse in which when I was on the tomb.

I saw from there a glow of gold through there I approached my approach

it's done in a thought movement that is I want to go from here to there and I go from here to there in a split second I go and

are in bones that are so hallowed, guys, that the shine and the

light that they had and even those that were not sanctified the yazd that the holy one was in there at that time I panicked to the point of

catch me of course we all know our sins and from within there is

voice of god whether we want to say it or want to hide it we feel it we feel it say what I have done I say what apology I will give Now I started to

I say feeling the power of God which power of God is grasping the

all things, that is, the stones, the wood, all the graves, the waters, the heavens, the earth.

everywhere here there is everything is god there is nothing that is not a god I see it I perceive it I feel it and the more I feel it the more

I pray to God now with what I have in my mind that I knew a few little things a little something small father only a little I think I began to try to pull those which

I should have already had them as weapons at that moment I had them with me because you needed them very much e in this panic and asking for the

God's help to let me not feel so bad because I didn't like to feel so bad, and I met the angels again and asked them to

leave me alone completely alone I don't want anybody I want to be alone they left me alone and it was the worst part I have experienced in my life in a fraction

second, he asked again to come near me very badly the only no has no is to be alone they tell me who you want to go hey I said go

we left they thought it was strange and they both looked at me like that when they said I always looked only at the angel, not in the eyes I never looked at anything again

from then on because I looked at it once and I was like, hey, as soon as we start to leave, no, the part where I say I'm leaving becomes one

steep descent to the gravel I fell I past through pass through the

The church is located in the metropolitan as is the bridge that looks across and from there passes through the sanctuary a vertical ascent this time

again their Trisagion hymn and now without stopping nothing stops on the road on the route we were going it was too much

long duration of this and some things that seemed to me first of all

at the time it looked black and white to me and then what I learned and I learned that it is black and white it doesn't have x light as I saw it I thought it had lights this way with the

rays after we were watching this it seemed strange to me that I had to ask it was very nice and very peaceful and it was a nice trip but this

the journey was heard had voices on some level which as far as the

the closer we got, the more intense it became and the more frightening and the more

oracle-like cries the hour those who approach them

I see I've been approached when I was relaxed and I'm being pushed to the point that they did it very well I realized afterwards what I had to do

because at that time the voices started like the voices of a lying thief

e As you can imagine I don't need to make a confession

I am a sinner, man, all that I have done, all that I have said.

everything I did in my life after our mania was to howl and scream

what business has he to be with you sometime as I was passing by

They were tight at some point they stopped there I needed them, no they didn't stop

the traffic stopped and there was a voice from the

their forms were like the gourmet that show the children's ones here that your children have all just had these forms they were standing like this

I saw Before the Gourmet and saw what you see here in your children who have children

he cursed the aunts there was a panic brake big

brake I called the aunts and I admit it and specifically I am ashamed to say it to our Lady completely mechanically because I do not excuse myself end

anyway I did it once in my life but when I did it I felt so bad that even though I was the kid and everyone was cursing at me I sat down for three or four days and

to the icon of the Virgin Mary, I went and asked for forgiveness and when she forgave me I calmed down because I knew one of the guardian angels told me that she apologized and

God forgave you and I passed right over and I didn't stop, the thing went on and on and got worse as it went up, and the

stops were more they said things which I did things which I did not do, and they said things which they did not even think they would

I can at one point I don't go through with anything when we say anything and everything

say no matter what happens, no matter what, I'm leaving and I'm drawn to these

forms through their wings through their embrace and I begin to feel that I am being cut off and I am leaving as a body from it

the harmonic e the harmonic

place harmonious light which becomes darkness becomes panic becomes

radio I didn't want from there while in my life I like the hustle and bustle at that moment I didn't want hustle and bustle c that's what I wanted the peace is there I was sure it is

there I made every effort I could to get together with them and they and I began to say again those prayers I knew that I knew that I knew that I could do

that at least reassured me without enabling me

to get in but slowly to be cut off by the angels and taken away and

to take me I don't know what great big course she doesn't know I didn't want to be

there my last words were my mother

my mother and Panagia as soon as I said the word Panagia it was the first tock I did in Oh my gosh as soon as I realized that with the word Panagia, you go in nothing else

I did I begged the Blessed Mother nothing else as I begged her I began to

I went in and suddenly I started to see wings and light wings I mean there was a matter as if it was something covering me

Just as I was slowly beginning to nestle into them, the conversation

which covered the whole heaven the back of the sky

of the heavens beyond so that we were above us

along with a cortege, I felt it so past the chants I dared not

turn my head there I told you while I was frozen with terror and

that they were gone nothing there was not a demon there was not an accuser there was no one to accuse me of anything I was calm and

it seemed to me that suddenly we were travelling again for good but this time there was no darkness but there was light a light which

it was on my left and it gave off a blue glow so much light that it was blue

it was blinding we passed we were going towards that light and one time we stopped together and they told me some things which

I would not like to say them at this time in this discussion

something that for the rest of my life I see the small things that are done to me and

again I haven't put my mind to it, I'm telling you to watch out for me all of you who are here because if you experience such things it's very difficult to be there again

again God wanted to spare me

Hey, they showed me hell, the light of hell, they all went to hell.

they pass by there is no one who doesn't pass by there don't worry we'll pass by together or the light is had light but the light was

sick it was not the blue light that I told you that first appeared because I see another light now I heard other light in forms and people I know from

history and we all know them from history and don't mention names, they were people who are very well-known names and we know them and

historical and such which was there and they were telling me it sounded like I knew the

I always forgot to tell you that from the time I fell after and after and was with the angels my mind my intellect my perception and my taste

and the feeling of the whole world was much more different I could hear 100 people talking at the same time I had this possibility of not

and to be able to listen to them and to draw a conclusion in that period when I couldn't even understand everything, I spent my time with my head down.

head as I told you I went through with them I slowly went through I felt this pain and anguish that was there and that indeed it is not

to be there with nothing and just as I started to

I was unhappy and feeling bad I left and found myself back at the point where the light was we started the journey to the light, and the course was downward

so we were going down and down and down and suddenly the light started getting more and more and more to the point where I couldn't even deal with it with

my mind nor with my brain nor with my eyes and I even put my hands but because I told you I was the perceiving body I was a perceiving body

hands I perceived body and feet everything and my angel told me not to

you put your hand you don't have l you can't do it you can't do it be patient he says in a little while c you will get used to it a little while it says a little while more you will indeed keep it after a while

then a light bulb went on and I found myself in a world as it is a world that was completely different of course but it was as it was

he, uh, I was greeted by some people, and the

the first person who met me and greeted me told me that he is your brother I am your brother I know Antonis and Antonis is alive

and it was in the drama I didn't know another brother but I thought I'd been

explain that before, between you and Anthony, there was me and they called it

silver told me his name and said don't worry you'll sit here together he said

we'll be waiting, he said wait a little bit, then he said wait a little bit, then I didn't see him again.

the host angel only once I saw my guardian angel who called me to go to the gentleman and said the gentleman wants you

Well, there was indeed one that I learned from

afterward when I asked my mother who was crying when I came over a little bit and there was another one which I didn't know at the time I discovered it up there

I saw him there I never knew in my life and my mother would never have told me if I hadn't asked her if she had a third child.

Well, the world over there was just like ours, but imagine.

that I want to go to stay he wants to go to stay papa cunt in a house you all will beg to go to stay in your own house everyone was so like him

Father Costa as you have the Father Costa was every man so they begged me to go to one to go to the other that is, you did not know where to

you go so much love and so much want your company I have not met and have never experienced

before some exceptions here on earth

uh my world was located the world was according to what he wished to do the

everyone wasn't in a state of nirvana in a

situation e of a perception of crisis was living

normally the other one went to the river the other one went to the flowers the other two were talking the other one was going the other one was going he had a normal society of people

who lived their lives normally with great happiness and great pleasure to come

here to do here in this piece the only thing that struck me as odd is that

there were no birds, so let me describe the world as it was.

it's about like here but the rose is nicer than the rose the leaf is nicer than the leaf I can't describe it I can't I can't

can not be described as harmony there is in is but the baselines ground the same objects with here sky the sky is not as it is

here it was blue, I could see it changing colors but with red green yellow a lot of people were near water, that is, most of them were near water.

there they wanted to be near the water, so I thought of my grandfather Anthony.

who was forgiven that I had not seen him and because they said that he was a holy man and indeed he is a holy man because I saw him there and the priest said to him when he

he dug him up when he saw that he was like the box, and his posture was like the box.

there the yellow one said that he was stale and I did see him I could not

see very little because he had too many people with him who also at that time

the moment I accepted the first time he said he wanted to see you Mr.

pa to be able to give you a perception about space to understand what I experienced imagine anyone who has been to Italy the colossal 5-10 times more

big with marble crystal clear dale with slides with anything masterpiece

there's like a tumor lying one behind the other I'm leaving me since

I never saw him again my angel friend and I waited in line along the line that goes in and one came in at the time he came in in a fraction of the time

second, it sounds like just to excuse me I'll say it as a goal goes in how a goal is shouted into a goal stand and cheered so just celebrated in

fraction of a second in the pto enters the second late again celebrates just like a goal and just as I'm about to go in I see

The Virgin Mary first time he talked to our gentleman I had not seen the gentleman located

with the purple as it is on the one who wears it in extreme humiliation in the

in e say it in yes bridegroom e and his hands could see

that they have plagues say oh then they realized the crucify it we did I started to see such to feel but their own

my sins torment me I didn't have so much spirituality because I was drying up everything I did as soon as I go in normally the Virgin Mary says come forgive the child

they're all like that she's talking to me now I know she's always saying I see him listening to her but she's listening to her so holy shit yet she insists come on they're all like that

is not is see him and him and let him and him and I am right in the middle of all this mind of the thing without

walk and pass by, that is, as soon as he spoke was there as soon as I was there

there needless to tell you that they have knelt I have fallen what to apologize what to say that I lifted to see my head nor from the side that was Mr. S

was right in front of me were the 12 apostles and the apostles nothing the

the only word I heard was that you did not honor our name much, said one of the apostles, and in even greater panic they began to speak to me, saints

whom I knew them and their names without ever having seen them, and they did nothing but give me courage because I

I almost died once again over there but there was no death from my food saying too much from now on I have some things from

which I have gaps in this piece something like this I think my holy necromancer

said you want to come back I heard this conversation in this panic and I said

yes, as soon as they said they stopped all the things I saw they all disappeared and

I found myself back where I was I told you I was told by an angel to come to you the gentleman wants you I have not understood anything about what is happening to me

I've been sitting here now and I'm like what's going on but I liked it because I'm back where I wanted to be so I didn't care I wish you would leave me here perfectly

it's well it's here too hey as soon as I found a coming one

new a house and a new tenant and in the joy are all the neighbors around me all were here with us here with us here with us I had done and

I'm already social and I'm easy to socialize

but it seemed to me that I saw a lot because as I said there were no birds, I say no, man.

and a bird said a bird I said what is it man, because right next to me was someone I said what is it I saw a said very normal

he tells me Wagon says prophet Elijah says someone will leave here he says he will go to the other world he will come back to me he is doing very normal hey

I'm sorry, but I've been there. Believe it or not, I have.

live not go now

I see it I see it I see it I see it I see it

I see I say where it goes who goes who goes who goes who goes who goes who goes who gets lucky I'm here the door is open

bottomless wagon says go away I heard the

voice I go in there is nothing up there is only a carriage there is nothing there is neither horses nor the prophet of Elijah nor anything to the carriage as it starts

it's going now at a space-age speed and I see it and it's gone and I'm starting to

I'm scared I say what's this bottomless plane I see a bottomless plane leaving now I say what's this bottomless plane but I say what's this bottomless plane I say what's this bottomless plane

The

I thought hey, since he kept going all the way to the same place without passing

the oceans without passing anything but passing through all the bowels of the universe to the earth i.e. a return journey too long

talking too long no talking too long no talking short time I arrived no longer back just over the boat just as I had left the

the hour that I turn to my body wow wow wow the hardest

the piece that I can liken it to I have something that I can say

to feel what I felt imagine that your hand has a leather glove

and you wear it all your life for some time you take the glove off and you feel the hand the touch the feel and then you put the glove back on and you wear it again it's hard to

come back to the body hurts the pains started to come at that time I feel like I'd tear up if I didn't have so much love from the mother

me and my dad and my brother to come back I didn't get in so Pain wanted to get back in I got in but the time I got in at that exact time

I found myself lying down just as my body was and I felt right here in the

cheekbone t to sound a crack crack crack crack and raise the vision level

in the blood that had a pool, that is, my blood, as soon as I woke up, now it wakes up and rises and I see it, but at that time I am there and I hear it again.

the simo shouting help help help help didn't last long because the hold opened they found me so they started pulling me in and took me away

in the hospitals e in the hospitals when I was e when I was

I went into the state general for the first time for the first time I saw men like you and women like you screaming when they saw me, the face was so bad

me i.e. there was no longer even the courtesy of having some formal that did not

I'm such a mess, of course. I wasn't afraid of death.

by now I was sure that I would live I was sure that I would know how much I

one eye if I'll see if I'll be crippled like that I didn't know and I didn't care to tell you the truth all I cared about was thank God I didn't

I have suffered nothing all came back very early indeed in no time I was the

I forgot all that and I didn't think I was asking for it either but I thought it was a fantasy and such an experience

post-traumatic until I start to deal with it by going a little bit into the

Church with the help of Papakosta I saw that all this is real and that what I experienced and saw is what our church says here and

centuries this to ask something yes of course e all that you have lived you

Well, until they came to find you, you were living alongside all this other stuff.

27 years plus I don't know how long I went and came yes that's what I say yes and in

how long did it take you how long did I find you how long did they find me from the moment we fell in about 10 minutes that is all that was 10 minutes

minutes because you say it's like it's been 40 days let's say what your 27 years

I said I lived only by turning not that I went and came that a no metre all the time

it was close to 6 78 minutes until they found us because they help heard it and others opened the hold, not this yes

because it says they say that the soul turns in the soul turns in it turns to say 40 days is a

I don't know what they say I say what I've experienced I've read I've heard but I don't want to because if I get confused I'll confuse a story and

it is too heavy for me to say something that is from a poem of my imagination just what I have experienced say you have told these things to someone

scientist e storyteller to someone the president of course

In the first piece I have a cousin psychiatrist in the column the Exodus mantle the first piece I turned is that it was a fantasy I didn't believe that

there are these I thought I had imagined them and even in a nice magical way I made up a story that told you that I believed them not

I believed that these things were made up in my imagination I believed I had no clues you had a sign at home yes the next year a little bit don't you think

I'm ashamed to say it, you go to believe it, you think you might as well not ask for it, you're too easily fooled I'm not so ashamed to say it for myself

I'm talking to me, but you always have your doubts, and you're not even allowed to have them

I grow up of course and as I get older I discover that these things are constant and they are standard of course and I believe I can say that I believe

in God yet I have hardly reached the point because he who believes is not afraid

nothing so t nothing nor death nor did you see him there in front of two questions

the one we regretted reliving in life yes that scares me now lest by any chance not

I'll be there again, lest I be dived by the dolphins a second time, that is to say, wouldn't you like not to live, that is to say, not to come to life again, since the

asked o I asked for it no more we have had it I had the self-righteousness at that time I asked for it not

I would go through something I felt it wasn't right I didn't feel right I was scared now you regret you said you'd live again for nothing will be regretted I live

no, it wouldn't be my life and the second one is the Virgin Mary, and the angel you saw is as we see it just as it is to you.

just to ask you something when you went to hell did you have the feeling that the damned wanted to be there or wanted to leave you some sense

Hey, he was being tortured. Who wants to be tortured? I can't. I can't.

I have the perception you have no perception lion what is it from the lion I watched him screaming suffering suffering example to mention something is not going yes

what to did not like him was not well he who was well I saw the other one I saw in such who was in joy and happiness and the other one had

pain and screaming and I couldn't quiet him down with anything is there any way to help him I don't know I'm not real I told you the experience

I too am looking for the same questions we have don't think I'm thinking the same thing with the deceased our church does the memorials to

Father will you speak these i do not know the last moment of

the repentance of man and there the church cooperates with the

memorial services with the centenary ritual with the alms all this in the name of our man is gone because we do not know what was played in his soul

even at the last moment after the apostle had this experience and was given the opportunity to go back, but he did not change his mind.

did you think they all have that chance no no no x was something to be done

for us rather e s to hear it today perhaps for kuku and now of course the

pain that the apostle had which he does not remember if I am wrong tell me I remember

in the hospital it hurt too much he says he was moaning so much that even the

sick people wanted to leave the hospital for 15 days to say a little bit to them too e the piece was very untidy

return to the hospital it was very bad I could not piece around all the doctors and those who were coming

inside and they'd see me and tell me they were all normal neurosurgeons

for they fell upon my whole what at first we left me almost out of the tip came the cousin put me in they did not think there was any chance of

live I'd be left out until 2-3 outside in a hallway and wait for someone

he was coming with the food just to drop me off and they called my cousin what I call the cousin that I told you about and he came and put me in but really

when they realized at the one-two hour that I was sucking from the pain and that they realized that I have not suffered something in the brain because they put me

they put him in the CT scanner because they said he's finished, I don't know, now we have to open the whole workshop and so on.

the whole hospital was up in arms because they realized that it was not possible that he had a normal brain the point was that he had not had an amputation

my brain talking broken jaw four eight pieces in the cheekbone fixed me up again with a photo to figure out there was no face to

have a base to do with cakes and photos with the whole and all the

part of the ward was there and he came to see me the doctors said that Lazarus was there and not the apostle, so they told me and called me

you will no longer be called apostle, they call you Lazarus from now on because neither

the doctors believed tooth believed there was t nothing when talking about nothing there was nothing person all this with 10 m with head and hands what will be left not the

you know I break in all so these teeth are all supers all everything everything there is nothing that is not fake on me everything is with braces

with such a mess yes I have irons in everything everything you think that this pain you felt with the flow was our physical pain

or the soul of this is that we were spoiled to be in the

well-being and happiness of a body that does not hurt that can be happy to be able to be happy and feel complete bliss and to be able to

found in pain in such is terrible near that the soul is how it reacted

soul re-entering the body and you felt that pain the soul didn't want to enter the body the soul wanted to leave to go back to where it was soul

and he was resting not resting in the body he didn't risk it but there you he didn't risk it, hey we always have our choices in life at that moment I took this one

the choice of your body you saw it all over yes change them out of the corner of my eye when I told you at first you didn't dare

I dared a lot I didn't dare to but did you know that yes I saw the god I saw it with my peripheral you can see with my peripheral that there is something here

bb without turning to look at it which sin do you think a the one that

they say what what stopped me that is yes which yes which is which is it is very difficult not e no that the devils looking for my opinion I can p

Go, go, go, go, go.

at midnight your bush and came to him

confess. No, we're not going now, man. I've done the house.

came to me but he gave up everything and came and confessed to me

I wanted to ask about the signs you said at the beginning x at home and 1 and a half years later some signs with io yes then I started to find the

lady the first bit of course don't think I forgot it already after 1 and a half years just ticked that the signs started to not much I want to

I think about it because it didn't make much sense to me because I wanted to live my life as a young man and so on because that's what you thought of me and others called me when

I was saying I didn't dare tell anybody and these were complete secrets these were something I had experienced and I didn't tell anybody in the most

my best friend I called him that diatribe

e who happened to be the driver of the despot of Kalamaria and reported it

I told him not to say a word and he told the despot and he came and the despot found me and took me away in his car I said it again as I say it to you I did not

spoke to me at all I say my bindings says that he says to me to truth the first

the question mark I had in my life was this then I started looking for it and I started looking for it if it is true indeed after how many years I started looking for the truth

the thing with the OSP how many years after a year two years ago when I was in Thessaloniki still fresh that is and I was talking with my best friend to my best friend

I told me I didn't tell anybody else I had five or six of my best friends and one of them told him there and he did it and he never bothered me again or told me

whenever you want to come and do it I didn't want to know that these things exist now I'm talking about myself I completely forgot about them I got to the point where I don't

remember at all to them not to them not to them I don't remember I've never forgotten them I don't know them or that something is or will forget them

history and once e at a memorial service started when

I was outside smoking a cigarette while the service was going on at a memorial service and I heard the gospel from outside talking about the sower for the first time

I realized and I said where it fell and what am I doing and then I came and

I found Papagiorgis first and then Papakostas there I realized that I had to

ask something yes please your brother that you said you said over the silver was some baby that I had time and was baptized and had war that no he was not baptized

from what my mother told me and yet it had a name however it had name however had a name is the

but a name they'd give it if they christened it

lv they would put it silver they would put it silver but send it to the point at

where the silver was and the rest of it where it was very nice that

you were saying that it was mostly water going in and out of the water and out of the water.

heaven no that's what it felt like so I wanted to go back because I don't think it wasn't a kind of a vestibule-like vestibule so it

I felt and I yes indeed no it wasn't but it was enough that heaven was heaven but I felt a feeling that something more

great is the paradise I felt it and all those who were for the here all

all those people you saw in the lobby were waiting, I don't know, I don't know.

they were waiting for a crisis they were already judged they were already living there they were living there the place they were living

in the antechamber they had their normal life normally their normal life there so there are

some on a I don't know this there are no long or short levels

levels yes yes yes too many whoever is there are there whoever is close to god was bright he seemed clear he or she is the

levels of paradise the Virgin sits on her throne next to her son, the

apostles are wandering around the time of Christ; the great martyrs have

On another level, the martyrs the saints are not a bushel at one point so

so on are different levels of paradise, all is paradise of course

I had heard about another experience with this vestibule which vestibule e we found that it was children who

were both abortions and unbaptized, but they lived in it

the space is saved because they didn't have the chance they didn't have the chance like with the with the

self-exiled is the kingdom of heaven which is the greatest which

it will be after the second coming to the paradise where the great martyrs, saints, etc. live now is paradise what is paradise though

since Adam and Eve lived in heaven and for what purpose they lived to reach the kingdom of heaven by reaching the kingdom of heaven

king is over heaven for eternity which will be opened after

the second presence; for what the thief also said to him, what the thief said to the lord this day.

from this day forth, I pray thee, that the kingdom in heaven is not sold unto thee, but that the kingdom in heaven is with me: for the heavenly is with thee.

the kingdom will open to the end after the end and c this antechamber I have

heard various accounts that are people who were saved last

moment repented last minute lived children of abortions children who

I wasn't even baptized I didn't even get to see you after death.

they had not they could not act on her authority and free Now do you think you saw these things ask and want to

I can't forget it. I've been trying to forget it for years. Do you want to forget it? No.

for God's sake, my life seems like I'm forgetting them I don't make a good living not while

normally had to and indeed when I had first discussed it in the monastery in the

Papa Filippo over at St. Macarena's told me wow how you can live with such

responsibility then I realized I asked when you walked in

on the throne of the Lord, the principle was heard for you that you heard for others

so it was feared it was not heard it was not heard or else why

I was afraid if I sounded different I'd be somewhere else

the goal was not scored for it went the landing did not suggest the holy necromancer did not

I heard the chai and perhaps the gentleman gave me a second chance and I wish as

I said I was going last minute to not tell me had been reading the book Return from Another Life of a Russian I do not want to read anything because after the time

if he asks me again I don't want to get into trouble with stories I don't want anything to have anything else to a I don't want him to get into trouble with stories because he can as long as he passes by and

ask after years and not having Tuli to be clear in mind not having read anything else what I have heard from the pappa costa and those not

I can combine because the mind can play games it can put my fantasies and I don't want to try I'm trying to play something else I'm trying to

I'm as clean as can be, you know, not to adulterate it. Yes, and it's easy to adulterate.

as they are pairs because the work of scientists is

questioning the church yes and down right now if now yes now today there was a scientist here telling you that

you're lying I have many scientists not a mite and times you could convince him I don't want to convince him I don't care to convince him it's none of my business

to convince him it is not my business to convince him I have not, and the call to convince him I will tell him what the scientist

will try to analyze with logic and faith have nothing to do with each other it has nothing it does not mean that one disputes the other but either one or the other

aner the other because we will see many faithful scientists who get to the

point of the zenith of their science and from then on they say from here on

but when the ego of science comes in and the scientist is not a scientist but an egoist

scientist can keep up with nothing but egoism which is poor now reaches up to a

point because God reveals what God reveals what the

science it was unthinkable to think a few years ago that we would

can a woman conceive by IVF an example and bring children into the world is unthinkable today it is

permissible and how many other let's say diseases that passed and recently in the recent past that are now cured with a pill with a

a vaccine with this god permits malaria a few years ago now ζη as our fathers have

reap world and worldly children too many and yet today a vaccine a

this and the old what was this was I'd like to say and

something sorry my father a little not to forget the time it took time to count the first

A sign of panic with my logic. My logic was telling me to shut up and stop talking about the bugs as if I'd dropped them on the mat.

could but for a year until I saw the sign to do nothing in sin not

I had the luxury of not even watching some obscene show on TV and I was turning around like a baby without having a problem not looking at the obscene subject

necessarily I couldn't do anything wrong I couldn't lie I couldn't do about it I kept a year of it without doing much

the effort was only made and saying to myself again that you imagined it and talking to my cousin and

mantis who told me to stop talking, you're going to upset the balance and

not very resistant and says he believes and he is in another phase regardless

I think now, Father, how can I convince you

my husband that what the apostle tells us today is true his problem next convince him that is his problem in the sense that I will say the

phrase thou can't convince me thou can't convince me i.e. you can't convince me it's not a matter of convincing you a couple of times x two examples

whole I mentioned many times so for some issues with the death today

I brought you a dead man here resurrected so says the

Pharisees, if you come down from the cross we will believe you.

grave and told him Lazare I can't find out what it means Lazare get out you know how

He is the dead of the Jews in the beasts, how do they say the beasts Yisudan

the Sudanese who wrap him like our mothers wrap a few

children have myrrh aloe and some other perfumes which

they soak the body and close it with these wide gauzes and even the

head and face these when dry

if you go to peel them off it comes out and the skin and meat together do not come off from the flesh it is inconceivable to peel off our now was in the

Jerusalem Tamas was the one who guided these details with the

But when Christ says Lazarus I can't find out the Sudanese fall as they were

and out comes the four-day lariat and the four-day assi

the brothers themselves, Martha and Mary, when they went and told them to open it.

grave the brothers don't want to see their brother and yet what do they say to him, sir it's already smelling already smelling it's four days old why should they open it let's say

the gentleman says come on out and out comes the lariat you want to yes hide back

from a rock behind a bush and went out to see the gentleman and Lazarus lived like the apostle and lived a hundred years.

101 lived Lazarus and became bishop of the city of Cyprus

the Larnaca of Cyprus is called Larnaca from the Larnaca of Lazarus from his tomb

Lazarus of St. Lazarus who is in the church of the same name in the church of St. Lazarus

Lazarus a very beautiful temple in its basement is the tomb of go and worship the holy Lazarus how many years Lazarus

from then on two characteristics of the holy Lazarus one I mentioned first he never laughed but once

time, and when he laughed his sisters took a table at the

friends and said public Lazarus after being asked why he laughed you know why he he saw a man stealing a

pitcher and he says the clay steals clay the dirt steals dirt and he laughed

also did not eat food without sugar because he had the feeling in his body of

the death of the spelt from the

death we have incidents that the Jews lived every day and yet after

they thought they were done with him on the cross, he died, he's dying over there, he's about to die, they said upstairs, if you come down from the cross we'll believe you.

but here she raised the other one for four days, she could not come down from the cross, here her child was in her hand.

He took him and gave him to his mother his twelve-year-old daughter.

He said, "Give her something to eat.

but they didn't believe so today anyone who doesn't want to believe the only thing that

dominates his thinking is his selfishness and that he is trying to

ethyl blind to not upset his life nothing else is a matter of ego the humiliation of putting ourselves down and saying where

I go see if the church is right one in a billion I don't eat at

million maybe one in a billion is the church right and I'm going off the

tomorrow we're dying rush to the other where I'm going the apostle is gone

suddenly he had the grace of our Lady and came back if he expected not to hear the goal for us to score

goal or I'll score a goal or I'll score a goal or I'll score a goal or I'll score a goal or I'll score a goal or I'll score a goal or I'll score a goal

because the last moment of his life was the moment he went to save a

other I the last moment of his life he was given I believe he knew to the last moment of his life he was given the chance to come back to correct himself yes

I think so because he expected yes, it was a sacrifice, it was a sacrifice but he didn't have

content I this and the gentleman may have been able to turn me to tell me to turn back ger I was impressed that his prayers even from within him

they were changing the situation he was in i.e. he was improving it yes i.e. DNA and the name of our Lady the name of our Lady is the platitsa of all the

of the heavens wherever you find the Virgin Mary to cry out how we go to one another

neighborhood and we say we know somebody the barber the house who is a that is where and standing in the sky that is the back terra the back

monsters you will find because it also did not surprise you that it says that even to look is god and the stones and these are the omnipresence of god apostle to

ask you something the apostle Paul says at one time that he went to t heaven and so on up to t heaven and some things are not said huh you

you feel some things that human language can't express all of them.

you can express it, that's what I said and at the beginning, you can't express it you can't express either the color or the blue here the blue is this there you can't

it's blue it's but it's I don't know what it is I can't tell it you feel it you feel it it's emerald it's diamond it's heaven it's god

what's everything what do you call it tor comma where you went and you like that you say where

people were living let's say they had houses it had a house it had a house it had yes it had a house it had a house

yes he had had a house how they lived what they were family I can't describe them no they weren't families there wasn't that

the woman the child is p there were no women for school no no there were

there was everything as we were as we were as we are, i.e. it could be as we are here if at any time we were all together and I was speaking.

the lady talks about talking that's what she wants to isolate herself, someone would go home, she wouldn't be in society with others, and she would want to be alone.

but the families were the families we found when I was there they all wanted me to be part of their family they were all families

there was no family we were all family and you felt like you knew everyone yes n everyone yes more than my dad and my mum

loved the one who was next to me yes while the feeling was from all ages e e e all

the ages had no the ages were very specific one age was yes everyone was young everyone was young everyone was young young yes it is said to be the

age of gold 33 years old 33 e will tell you another experience in the fast of another

of a man I knew who died and rose again and came again and came again

or else we brought him and we can bring him and now we can always well the second time he scored a goal so we don't

I'm talking to you about Father Isaac.

elm you know him yes the father Isaac of

elm tree in 1972

he died signed for the will for his death the doctor the savior the

from the doctrine of this man with whom she was acquainted and

girlfriend and Father Isaac came back while the saint was in the room over there.

the priest and some others over there and the father was gone and he was telling me the

has marked and was reading them in a little diary he had that I went to me saying there has his own

description and I met my father and he said to me, "Saka, what are you doing here?

I'm here, he says, we weren't told you were coming.

back I say I came he says I came and I want to see where my mother is my mothers where my mothers are he had two mothers the mother who gave birth to him and the mother who gave birth to him

so where are the mothers he says they are down here but you can't go down there, they are together and two together, they are together I have them but you don't

can you go over there how does he say since he came le I want to see them I can't and he says here is this gate he says it's further in but I came out he said for

a little bit of what we call, you know, I went in the door, I went out the door, I went back out the door and I came out the door.

I'm going back over there again l you can't go over there your father said no I'm going he says and I do he says a moo he says to the gate and I see he says a hand

and saying he's not ready he'll turn back and turn in the

he says that he used to put his hand back here and he was lying down and he saw a savior.

The Soterakis op

gone, the poor guy had gone

rau says that we were not notified that he would come but at what age was the father

Sia when he died young not is he no he was not I can't remember I can't remember

I give ages but if 22 father shah was 25 26 27

born 25 born was in his 50 in there he died in 7075 how long did Father Sake Sne die he was a priest when he died in 94 he died

and even a 94-maniac priest... and even a pained priest... yeah, okay.

lived close to the father for many years or yes we have him there but there we do not have to

we have told the story of Papastavros so we make a memorial for him who was loved very much Stavros from Crete who fell from the

on the roof of his house was unbaptized

bushoulopoulos day in Kasoulis

and his mother remembered in the afternoon the cross she had given him which

had said her mother, her foster mother who had inherited the honest cross

from the monastery of Arcadia Arcadia by a monk

and it was passed down from generation to generation, so the mother of the pasta bull remembered the

honest cross that her foster mother had told her that you need whatever it is you will ask for it from the honest cross she never left us and went

he unhooked the silver case in which was the cross of honor and put it

says in her neck and went and got the dead body of the child this afternoon

at dusk all day long the bells these had been ringing in Rethymno and took the baby and had it

and suddenly the baby started to cry and the baby started to

crying and put the baptized at the time he was to be baptized make funeral baptize

and the name was Stavros and was succeeded by Father Stavros

his mother succeeded his mother, and from then on the children were in pain.

the children were beating the little children and the big children were beating him and they were getting well and they were playing like this they were beating the hands and feet of the cross and they were playing well and when Father

Stavros became at the age of 20 and something years became a priest his mother of

he entrusted the honorable cross as a priest father Stavros took the honorable cross

and he came to the holy mountain and left to the desert of the holy mountain where he met the father of the great figure of the century

our big cute figure and told him the characteristic of this price tabro is that it sticks where

find some issue can go all over the body and stick somewhere and vertically be sticky and not fall off while being a little

heavy and told him while there were too many honorable

crosses it how it has this characteristic and another heals another blesses other sticks and goes through it many times and then at some point it comes off

passes by and after Father Ephraim says he told him we'll be locked in the cell each

separately for three days and after three days of prayer

Father Ephraim ruled that this piece of the holy cross be washed

with the blood of Christ in the blood of Christ, and from this they become what they are

let's say these are also done so at a memorial service for Father Stavros, who this year

he left us in the spring finally what happened to the cross yes that's what I would ask the cross who has it now the elder has it and has it I think one

once or twice a week in the diocese to a certain priest, Father Stavros I have learned this recently but not officially from a spiritual

my guys who went didn't talk to the elders nor to the other people who were near me I will do it soon will come

moment I'll tell you though so anik the time e and goes we go we go with the hangman

cross they take him to the diocese where the priest crucifies as much as they want to go of course this is done as you understand with consultation etc.

we can't decide to go to Papa Stavros and go to the house of Papa Stavros, because the elder is also a priest.

old age and filiated has a lot of health and thus simply has the

cross responsibly to a priest appointed by Father Stavros and I think I have him

in my mind so a photo from the funeral of this priest an old man so good beta I can't remember what it was called because it was so so so

fighters with Papa Stavros yes and we must have some kinship chi from what I remember

something else one might ask the apostle had of angels you had seen only them

the two the angel your guardian angel and the host angel and the rest of them under I saw them I saw them in the sky millions of them I saw them I said to you

when I left the ship at the beginning and I was going up into space that is

from the 1000 m from the ship let's say elevation up to the point that

I saw the earth as we looked at it in the canoe so I saw it 3d I

really to be there were billions and not

I could only see to the edge there I could see to the end of the universe his voice I could perceive a voice speaking here and a shot speaking there

come on no voice you saw not all together this yes millions that is there was no e

can not be caught yes pictures thousands of billions are not full

all what color rouge wear light what color r white as it is in the church like

it's just the white that the angels are made with the white that with wings let's say yes that the devils were away from them that is

there were no devils in it at all in that part of the devils I saw them from the point where I passed and started listening to the

buckets say a point then I learned that they are called dystonia I learned all this I didn't know what they were called the dystonia were after a while

and before you came to the light where the Lord is, you were afraid of them, you only feared them, you had the Englishman there, so I say what are you not afraid of again?

fear thou seemed much time in the dots elusive not caught the most

hard part of my life is this was great yes it didn't stop don't look at it I had to say sins one after another everything

that I was doing and everything I was doing I was stopping and the angels were giving an apology for me not I the angels were talking about me, not me and they were saying

things that even I forgot because I couldn't afford to answer like that because of mental clarity

they said they did this they did that they said there they said there they did that they did that they did that they did that they talked about not to say so and so they stopped it the devils

they had the form that we know from the pictures, no yes they had the form of the pictures, that is yes yes yes yes exactly those more

more like ancient mythology more so there I saw the satyrs more but the ugly figures that control you for

those that control you for such had formed as it is just in these bodies other forms are modern now that we see these

something with horns something with tails something that shows on TV yes but

not with that sweet eye and teeth and face and feeling crazy no talking

the way we see them on TV, I imagine that in your house, nothing else.

I'm not telling you a good round you'll be the next day the next day

to leave once gone but you have travel possible ahead hey hey lucky me

for some things we are lucky we all have Papakostas says life you had confessed once and there you go before it was when this happened

no no no I had nothing to do with the church girl no no no no I had been to church once or twice with my mother until I was 27 nothing and

That one can hardly come and come and come and come like that, but you're a Christian bourgeois.

I told you when I was a kid I cursed the Virgin Mary and I apologized and I felt it in my heart that I wasn't

I'm fine I knew I wasn't doing well on my course I knew it no matter what I said

all these are fairy tales and they don't exist and they don't make me feel that not when I didn't do something good I felt bad, now apostol knows the way

are you scared yes yes yes I think I will pass the final m much more I try much harder I make an effort b you pass you are done

You passed it, you paid it, you paid it back, you don't know it, it's all over again.

are you saying now last second I can do the worst stupidity on the last day of my life or the best move of my life and be saved

how do you know that god knows I had asked Papakostas at some point I had told him I learned that when you die in the resurrection period you go to heaven

and I say well, yes, not to pass and my dots say God knows who gets there the day of the unfortunate

some priest friend of his told him the apostle is an accountant said the apostle

you with accountant error I'll ask something your guardian angel now you feel it in she knows it

I think we all felt him from behind but I mean now that you've met him if he looks a lot like me he has the same

characteristics similar to mine, that is, that's how you perceive it more now than before, but it may have taken this form to be

friendly to me I don't know what his form is but he looked very much like he was my person that is to say as if he was my own house very well known that person now let's

say it when you think something or when you do something and we all perceive it our little angel now you make it a picture and the picture comes to you

that now the guard is talking to me

declared you explain more strongly than before when I say the holy angel of the eto of the abyss

calm me down yes yes yes relaxed like all of us I think and what you asked me you

when you invoke and now in life if you invoke the Virgin Mary you dare to invoke her or you are not in the wrong place and you are where

you beg the Virgin Mary you feel good the same thing is in heaven the same thing only there is no choice there is either the Virgin Mary or the other

you choose there is no autonomy to decide where we want to be just the nectar asks now that you say holy angel do you feel

that you say it to you that he sees you and you see him it's not so theatrical it's very theatrical then it's then very embarrassing then you're embarrassed it's not so

theatrically you imagine that and here's what you said about not looking at them again in the apodosis I knew what I had

does eventually no matter how much we all always know we always know what we're doing.

wanting to believe it and not knowing what we are doing there is a voice inside that always tells us what is right no matter if we bury it or drop it

under the mat, like all of us, I'm nothing different all of us protect when push comes to shove yes please the biggest fear he was because you saw

hell and you're afraid they'll put you there for shelter no the greatest fear is not to be near God the greatest fear is not to be near God the greatest fear is not to be

close to god not to feel god then hell begins as long as you are with god you are not afraid you say a sir word and all is quiet and your soul and your

your problems and so it happens in life too, I think, and here too it is the same here nothing changes the same thing we experience here in the church

a alive is his church alive is Christ will

I was resurrected I said I understood the resurrection and that man is not satisfied if he has no body he is not spirit he wants to have the unit you want

You wanna be cuddled up you wanna snuggle up you wanna talk you wanna be

somebody this is what I did to us I understood why Christ gives us

we need the body we can't live without it we have learned that but it's good to have it we want to be some to have some volume some

size somewhere to exist a stigma to experience it all there are concepts over there in the porches I will say there are concepts

think things or just no no no nothing there is no e nothing there is nothing you're happy you're you're you're king you're

King, you have no problems every man can only give you joy and something new nothing else like when you pass by the top

the side of hell you could not see people burning but you could feel the p that they were burning and they were alone they were completely alone they did not communicate the

one with the other this was torture she was alone and orphaned as she screamed at the hospital and there it was Father said just so

they were screaming and it kept screaming nothing yes that's to know that it's an eon, not that

Yeah, screw something.

another was asked before what you think that p might have been a greater sin that

You don't get the answer here either. Selfishness, selfishness has many

expressions can be the ace can be the hips can be the hips

arrogance or Amazon or selfishness is for me after which

I'm 56 years old when you don't do the will that God says in your soul and you do your own will whether it's carnal or whatever it is you're in.

all the sins we have just that is in essence the opposite of what we

doing what he said to do the will of heaven

My father, how can you live after you didn't go to the monastery, you live, eh?

Now do not make me more ashamed, Christ, the light of the nation is shining and

sanctify always n come into the world noted you the light of your face is this fs y the work of your commandments, the intercessions of your blessed mother

and indeed of the holy amen amen of our holy fathers, Lord Jesus Christ our God, have mercy on us and save us.