God revealed to me the nothingness of man and that sodomy would become the mark of the coming times. I fell into deep sorrow.
“Lord Jesus,” I said, “if my grandfather were still alive — the blessed Papa-Nikolas, who would not perform weddings in Saint George for couples who had eloped and lived in premarital relations, and who instructed married couples to separate their beds during Great Lent and the Dormition Fast — if he were alive, he would die of grief. He would not endure it.”
As he was departing this life at the age of 97, he told us:
“I asked the Lord not to let me live in the coming years. For the satanic pleasures and the accompanying corrective sufferings will be of such a kind that those who retain even a little conscience will run to the graves and cry out: ‘You dead, come out so that we the living may go in!’”
My mother asked him,
“How do you know this, Father?”
“The Lord revealed it to me,” he replied.
Today I see my grandfather’s prophecy being fulfilled. People come to my house with darkened faces, as though carrying within themselves a sack of coal from the demonic domination and the hell they live in. I say nothing to them. I am three times worse. Who am I to rebuke them? I speak only of repentance and return to God, always beginning with myself.
My grandfather was a holy and learned man. He would tell us that the plain of Sodom was the most fertile in the world. That is why Lot desired it and claimed it from his uncle Abraham. Yet it became utterly barren, because God imposed judgment upon it due to the barren, unnatural sin of its inhabitants — men and women alike. They committed abominations, “going after strange flesh” (Jude 1:7).
“This,” he would say, “you will see in human bodies in the future: they will desire children but will not conceive because of the abominable sins they commit among themselves.”
God desires to save the children. Yet the poor little ones will suffer in their very blood because of these sins; many will be born deeply wounded from infancy, others restless and unrestrained. For now even their mouths are defiled. It fills one with revulsion. They kiss my hand and face, and the spiritual stench is unbearable… You will see how many such will be born in the future.
For hours at night I weep and pray to Christ:
“Grant us repentance, Lord. Make us worthy to understand that we are Your children, Your own image. We are destined for the heights, for Your Kingdom.”
Man is meant to look up from the earth and ascend toward heaven. Now from the earth they descend into the sewers — and even boast of it. This shamelessness, this prideful boasting, is worse than everything
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